✔my sunflower • Lee Felix✔

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I looked back and forth from Felix to Krissel, too shocked to even react. Krissel stood up, stretching her arms. "Are you just gonna let the poor guy stay outside?" she asked laughingly. "But... what about you?" I asked, still awfully confused. Didn't he have the key to the door? Why on earth was he outside on the balcony?" Krissel sighed, yet had a smile on her face. "You better tell him you need to get back to me later on, or I won't be able to give you the details about me and Jeongin dating!"

My eyes opened wide, a bright smile slowly forming on my face. "Are you two officially..?" She nodded proudly, already walking out of the door. "I'll tell you later" she said smoothly, chuckling right after. "Come on, you can't leave me like this!" I whined, but she just winked at me, nodding at the window. "Later, you go get your man first so we can exchange stories about our boyfriends. I'll be over at Innie's in the meantime!"

As she closed the door, my attention quickly shifted back to Felix. I quickly walked up, opening the door. "Felix? What on earth are you doing!" He was still panting, seeming to have exhausted himself. "Chan said you'd be here, but you weren't yet so I went out to look for you everywhere! Since I ran everywhere but couldn't find you I went to Chan's to check if you were there, but all Minho did was just shove me into the shower since I reeked of sweat... and then I wanted to check once more if you really weren't home."

I bursted out in laughter. "He's right though, so go shower, seriously!" Felix shook his head, engulfing me in a tight hug. "Not before I talk to you first." I let myself melt into his arms, trying my best to stay calm. "Fe...lix?" He started stroking my hair, just like the old days. "Chan told me what happened... are you okay?" Ah, so he knew already.

"I guess" I muttered. Even though it was only for a short time, I started to care about him a lot, even if it wasn't in the romantic way I had thought. Felix gently let go, placing his finger under my chin and slightly tilting it up to make our eyes meet. "Chan also told me something else... about the reason why he broke up with you."

My eyes widened. Chan couldn't already have possibly told him right? Felix's serious face turned into a small careful smile. "Upon seeing you so shocked, is it safe for me to assume he was right?" My cheeks flared up. "That... depends on what he told you" I stumbled over my words. Felix's smile only grew wider as he pretended to be in deep thought. "Hmmm, let me think" he hummed. "Something about a girl, seeming to like her best friend or something."

I instantly turned around, covering my face with both my hands. Shit. Chan told him already. I could hear Felix chuckle softly, walking around to face me once again, gently taking my hands in his to uncover my now bright red face. "Come on, let's go" he said with the widest smile, already taking me downstairs. "Where are we going!" I hurriedly asked, almost running to keep up with him at this point. He quickly turned to me, still continuing. "I think you know!"

Even though I had seen the place over a hundred times already, I couldn't help but smile. The place that just held so many good memories. We started closing in and just as quick we were going through the endless amount of sunflowers once again, until we were at the open spot from last time. We both laid down, looking up at the clear sky.

"You know" Felix started. "This is where I realized I fell in love with you. Though I freaking out, my head solely turned to him slowly. "Do you remember last time we came here?" he chuckled. "At that moment I was so happy you chose to stay with me. Even though I told you to go to Chan, you still chose me, that meant a lot to me." He turned his head too, our faces so close, yet so far, our eyes locked. "Just the way you were so comfortable around me, playing with me like old times, the ticklefights... the moment we fell on top of each other."

Felix took a deep breath. "That moment, when I looked in your eyes, I realized I loved you." After a few silent second he turned his head away again, to the other side. "It was the rain that pulled me out of it, because if I did what I wanted to at that moment, I think things might have even gotten more complicated at that point."

I playfully poked his stomach, making him flinch. He let out a small yelp, looking at me again. "Y/N?" I poked him again and again as we both started laughing. He rushed on top of me, pinning my wrists against the ground, the both of us panting again from all the laughter. I looked up at him, now once again looking serious. "You know... this time there's no rain to stop you."

Felix only just now caught on, his playful smile disappearing. "Can I?" he asked softly. I nodded, my smile finally returning. "You could since day one." And with that, our lips collided.