𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿³ // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 25

"Someone from our company saw you in abortion center. You're just lucky that he told me first before your dad, so I told him to shut his mouth, thinking you'll tell them."
"I- I-"
"Telling Lynn truth would make same damage, like it would cause for you if you tell them Jaden got you pregnant."
"I don't wanna interrupt but when the hell that happened?"
Cooper said looking at me.
"Uh, quite a few months ago. We were just like two months together or something."
"Damn."
"Ale, I don't wanna ruin your life right now, just like I know you don't wanna ruin mine or Lynn's. So we both keep our secrets between us, and leave them alone."
"I- Goddammit."
I walked out the room walking to the bathroom for real this time.
Gosh this is bad! Now that he knows I can't live without my parents knowing it too, it makes me feel more bad.
Gosh, right when I started forgetting about those bad few weeks of my life I get this! Goddammit!
But I also want Lynn to find out the truth, after Christmas or whatever.
Goddammit why did this happen?!
Anxiety started filling up my body, just at thought of telling my parents that I got pregnant on accident and then aborted the child. I washed my hands, it helps me when I'm feeling anxious because usually my palms start sweating.
I finally calmed myself down and walked back in the living room sending Josie messages that something happened but I didn't tell her why.

Josie😙 :
Goddammit just tell me what happened
How do you plan me on helping you when you don't want to tell me what happened?

You :
Steve knows that I was pregnant.

I sent her text and waited until I saw she was typing and deleted the message. I don't want anyone seeing it.

Josie😙 :
How?
How the hell that happened?

You :
I don't fucking know, some man from their company saw me in clinic apparently and told him before he told mom and dad. I don't know.

We texted more about it and then I told her we'll talk later because I'm still with the group.
We had fun, I was trying to push my thoughts away, until it was time to go home. I called Jaden an hour earlier so he has time to come and pick me up.
I said bye to everyone before I sat in car, placing my present down on backseat.
"Hey babyyy, how was it? Wait, what happened?"
He said noticing my mood changed when I sat in the car and buckled my seat belt.
"Just drive please."
I mumbled placing my head in my hands.
"Babe you are worrying me, what happened?"
"Goddammit, but this is between me and you, you can't ever mention it around people."
"Okay, I most of the time don't bring up our talks around people."
He said placing his hand on my thigh, giving it a slight squeeze.
"Cooper is actually Steve's son."
I said and he immediately gasped looking at me as his jaw dropped.
"And I've been knew that for a time now, you know that one time we broke up, just when I got pregnant and aborted. So the secret with Coop was that, his mom never wanted him, but Steve wouldn't let her abort it, so they gave him on adoption right when he was born. He always stayed in contact with him, but couldn't get him under his roof becuase of his and Brooke's deal or whatever. And today, Coop showed up there because Steve invited him, and we saw him, probably on accident or whatever. So Lynn knows him, and was very confused what he was doing there, as 'Steve's friend'. And I went to talk to him, and told him he needs to tell truth to Lynn, because it's so wrong. And he told me that if I tell her that he is her brother, he'd tell mom and dad I was pregnant."
Jaden's eyes went wide.
"Are you kidding me? H- I- There's so many questions I have, but how the fuck he knows for that?"
"He said some man from company told him he saw me in abortion clinic and that he apparently told him before he told my mom and dad, so they don't know about it."
"I- Well, they don't know. It's okay then."
"No! First of all, I feel so guilty knowing that he knows and my parents don't. I mean I love Steve and everything, but they are still my parents. And if he knows such a secret, they need too. And second of all, Lynn also needs to know she has older brother out here! It's so wrong lying to her her whole life that she's only child! She's 18 almost, she should know."
"I know, I know. So what do you want, to tell them?"
"Ye- I don't know. I know it will ruin so many things, but feeling of guilt now will not leave me alone. They need to know."
"Okay then, we'll tell them, I'll be there for you."
"But after Christmas. I don't wanna ruin it."
"Okay, then when we are back from our trip, we'll talk to them. And then, once they know, I'll have to tell my parents."
"Okay. Goddammit, I can't handle this right now."
I said, as Jaden looked at my right leg that was bouncing from the moment I started talking. I was biting my nails, the feeling of nervousness couldn't leave my body alone whole time, since I was in his office.
He squeezed my right leg, trying to stop it from bouncing, but it didn't change a thing. I couldn't stop it, it was harder than me.
My heart was pounding so fast, I thought he could hear it beat too.
"Babe, breathe with me, okay? In.. Out.."
He trying helping me to steady my breathing but it didn't work. I just couldn't, so many thoughts and scenarios in my head.
I zoned out, but noticed the car stopped. We were still not home, no way we were.
Someone unbuckled my belt and pulled me out the car, pulling me in a strong hug.
"Breathe with me. C'mon Lex, I know you can."
Familiar voice echoed in my head as I tried to match their breathing.
It took a few minutes to do so.
"It's okay baby, you got this. You're so strong, everything will be alright."
Voice kept echoing in my head. My vision became straight again and I could see everything clearly.
"Drink water, c'mon."
Jaden said grabbing water bottle from car opening it and handing it to me.
I drank a little handing him back the bottle and he pulled me in one more hug.
"It's okay baby, everything will be alright. Trust me.
Come on, let's go home."
He sat me down in car again and drove us back home.
Goddammit what has my life turned in to?
Once we were home, I walked in bathroom, stripping down, and walking in the shower. I sat down, letting water hit my entire body as I broke down. I couldn't control it.
Dude, why am I so stupid?! I could've used a pill, never got pregnant, and wouldn't have to worry about non of these things.
I felt big arms wrap around my body.
He pulled my legs over his so I could easily wrap my arms around him.
He hugged me tightly around my waist, stroking my hair.
"Shh shh baby, we'll get through this together."
He whispered and I felt myself breaking down in more tears as I gripped onto his left arm.
He washed my body gently, not making it in any sexual way. He washed my hair, because it was already wet and then washed himself. He grabbed a towel, wrapping it around his torso, and then wrapped me in towel. At this point I was half asleep.
He dried my hair with towel and brushed it out putting on my stuff for hair.
"Baby don't sleep yet, I have to dry your hair."
"Noohoo, it can just air dry, I wanna sleep."
"You'll have a headache in morning babe."
"I'll drink advil, I just wanna sleep now."
"Okay, but you need to wrap your hair in towel at least, it's really not smart."
I just nodded, I couldn't care less if I had towel or not, it will fall off while I'm sleep anyway.
He dried my body, got on my underwear and just pulled his big hoodie over my head and laid me down in bed.
"I'll be in bed soon, I need to dry my hair."
I nodded and drifted away to sleep as my towel already fell out of my hair.
I felt a dip in bed as big strong arms around my waist and a kiss on a shoulder as the only light in the room turned off, darkness filling the room.

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Yupp, that happened.
What do you think her parents will say about the pregnancy that happened in season 2?
ALSO, I decided I'll be uploading chapters every second day. So that way, one day you have update of this story, and other day you have update of 'Meet me in the woods'. I just figured it would work better. 😙
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