𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿³ // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 38

Days started passing by and girl didn't leave her bed. She didn't move. She just couldn't. She waited for Jaden to show up in front of her doors and kidnap her from her parents and take her far away from world, living happy life together, but nothing. Only her siblings and parents. Yeah, even her dad. But she would just tell them all to go away.
Days passed by but she didn't eat, she drank water two times in her bathroom when she went there to pee.
For the rest of the time she'd sleep or cry. Only two things she did on daily basis.
She got up from her bed as she felt she was about to fall down but she held herself up on the drawer.
She wanted to die, she even wondered if she should try or not, but she decided and managed not to. Only thing that held her here is that if she stays alive, she may get a chance to see Jaden again. They didn't finish good, she can't finish her life like that.
She walked slowly and quietly downstairs as everyone looked at her in shock.
Rolling her eyes she walked in the kitchen, grabbing already made salad and two bags of snacks walking back upstairs as she pushed everyone away. She noticed Steve was in living room, along with Lynn.
She wasn't gonna keep her mouth shut now. She ruined her life so the truth can come out, now he needs to tell the truth.
"Okay, now that I ruined my life, you can tell your daughter the truth. Cause honestly, even if she doesn't ever talk to you again, I wouldn't be mad. You don't deserve to have that human being loving you every day when you're lying to her every day."
She said as they all opened their mouth to say something, they even jumped up to hug her. It's been two and half weeks since she walked out her room. But she just pushed them away, walking up stairs and trembling over steps but managing to get up and walk inside of her room.
Locking herself again, she placed her snacks on night stand and opened her salad putting some in her mouth. She groaned in pleasure, she didn't eat anything in long time.
She ate few forks of her salad putting it away and laying back in bed, covering her head. She cuddled up a stuffed animal Jaden bought her that one time.

"Oh my god look how cute this is!"
She squealed grabbing a cute pinkish teddy bear.
Jaden took it from her hand and turned around.
"What? Give it back!"
She said like a baby as Jaden walked few steps away.
"Chill, I'm just putting it in cart."
He said turning around to look at her.
"Really? You are going to buy me that?"
"Yeah, of course I am."
"Thank youuu."
Lexi said jumping on him giving him a big hug.
"You're welcome princess."
She pecked his lips and cheeks few times making him giggle.
"Eww guyss, there are kids in the store."
"She is a little kid too."
Jaden said messing up her hair.
"Jadeennn."
She whined punching his arm.
"You're such a bitch."
"Sorry baby. Lemme fix it."
He said getting closer to her, fixing her hair.

She smiled at herself kissing her teddy.

Jaden saw the guys coming their way to wait in the line, and he pulled his girl close by her waist, connecting their lips. Her right hand went on his neck, and left one on chest.
She knew exactly what he was doing, but didn't stop him. They pulled away and he looked at girl smirking, his eyes changing their way for a second to look where the guys were and then looking back at her.
"Are you really showing off to eighteen year-olders with no personality?"
"I think I just did that."
She shook her head smiling, glad he didn't believe them.
They now stood behind them, and Jaden looked them up and down with disgusted look. He pulled girl in front of him as he turned his back to them, like she did. She also knew why he did that, not letting them see her ass. He is really jealous type of a guy, but she didn't mind it, while he trusted her.
He wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed girls neck, jawline and cheek, making her giggle.
"Look how cute it is."
She said picking up teddy from the cart.
"You are cute."
"Eww stawpp. You are cheesy." She pushed his head with her right hand.
"But you love me."
"That's true."
"Wow, look who is cheesy now."
He said smirking.

She started to tear up, remembering all cute memories they had. She missed him so much.
His birthday was in two weeks, not even that long.
She thought how will she buy him presents and make him breakfast in bed, how will she kiss him... But now, it was all ruined. Her parents took away her phone, to be more exact, her dad.
She hated him. She hated him for all he did. At least she was telling that to herself, trying to believe that he actually hates her dad. She was really mad and upset, but she could never hate him. It was that toxic thing that she would always go through. She could never hate somebody, that's too strong word for her. But she would still say it when she is mad, wanting to upset the person with it as much as they upset her.

On the other hand, Jaden basically moved in his apartment. He texted Addison, informing her that they broke up, he didn't go into details though. He said that he needs to be alone. Every day he had to answer Addison that he is alive. He didn't know exactly how many days went by, but by the time he answered Addison's messages he could say already a lot passed.
He was broken. He was doing drugs, not just weed but hard drugs and also drinking a lot of alcohol. God only knew how much longer he'd go like that.
His phone beeped, signaling he got a message, which was weird because he remembered, even though he was high as fuck, that he answered Addison's message that day.

Right side🖤 :
Happy birthday my love, I hope you are having amazing time and having fun, you turn 21 only once ;) This is the first time I got my phone back. I can't believe whole month passed by. I wish I was there with you to hug you and kiss you and wish you happy birthday, but I guess things needs to be like this. I wish you nothing but happiness and love in your life. 'Till we meet somewhere else, I love you f&a. 🖤

The message made Jaden look at the date. 8th february. He broke down crying slamming his phone against the wall. he started ruining everything in apartment. He swallowed few pills all at once, even too much, feeling better before he fell on floor and fell asleep, unconscious.

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I'm sorry I gotta end this chapter here it's literally overwhelming😭
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