𝕄𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥| 𝔻.𝕄𝕒𝕝𝕗𝕠𝕪

MEMORIES

Chapter twenty eight

"Serena?" Someone said from behind me.

I had been in the hospital wing all day. As much as Madame Pomfrey asked for me to leave I didn't. I couldn't leave Noah all alone.

Madame Pomfrey said that he's lucky to be alive. He had a very serious blood clot in his lung which caused him to cough up the blood. Unfortunately he's still in a state where he isn't waking up, not a coma but more like he's sleeping and will wake up in a few hours.

I turned from Noahs bed and opposite to his was Ron's. I was so distraught when I arrived I hadn't even noticed Ron. Sitting beside his bed was Hermione just like me holding his hand and stroking his head.

"Hermione?" I said but it came out more as a question.

"Yes. My goodness what happened?"She asked.

"Umm...he had a blood clot I guess from the stress of our parents, he nearly died." I answered. "Is Ron ok?"

"Yes. He's getting better just needs rest" She replied.

"Good." I said. It all went silent for a second but I decided to say something "I really hate this place. Brings back all the horrible memories over the years"

"Same. I feel like I spend half my school year in here" She exclaimed. "I could of been studying"

I laughed at her enthusiasm.

"I'm sorry" She mumbled.

"For what?" I wondered.

"For not liking you at first. It just always been the three of us and then when you began talking to Harry it felt like he wasn't with us anymore. I've realised you're not at all like the others. I'm sorry for not realising that sooner" She admitted.

"Was that an apology from Hermione Granger?" I joked.

"Yes it was, I'm sorry" She said again.

"Well I forgive you." I replied.

"Good. I think you should get some sleep, you've been here all day and it's nearly midnight trust me. Come back in the morning" She shared.

"Ok, well see you later Granger" I said picking up my bag from beside the bed and standing up from the chair.

"Please call me Hermione" She insisted.

"Ok then, see you tomorrow Hermione" I stated walking out of the hospital wing and back to the dorm.

The corridors were dark and empty. I couldn't hear anything. Not even my shoes were loud enough.

I got to the dungeons and walked into the common room. A few people were still up, sitting by the fire, studying or talking to their friends. Some people looked up at me and began to whisper about the blood on my top and jeans but I ignored it and made my way to the stairs of the girls dorms.

"Serena!" Someone said grabbing my wrists and pulling me towards them. I looked up from the floor and saw Blaise standing in front of me. "Is he ok?" He asked.

"He will be, he hasn't woken up yet so I'll go back in the morning and check in him" I said.

"I'm so sorry Serena. This must be a lot. First your pa-" He began but I didn't want him to finish the sentence.

"Don't. Please I can't deal with it" I said pulling away from him and walking up the stairs to my dorm.

I just want to throw myself onto the mattress and never wake up again. This was all getting to much.

I ran up the stairs and slammed the door open making the two girls jump up from their once peaceful sleep.

"Serena? What's going on? Where have you been?" Mae rammed me with questions and climbing out of her own bed and wondered over to mine, which I was now laying in. After a few seconds Nat got up as well and walked over too.

They both laid either side of me and I opened up an old family photo album. I had been able to take the things from the house whilst it sits waiting for me to come of age to take it. I don't think I will though. If Noah doesn't want it I'll sell it and split the money between each of us. I couldn't live in that house anymore, not after what happened. I could barely walk in there when we had to collect our possessions. Of course Noah didn't come and I ended up taking his stuff with me and they still sit in the bottom of a bag somewhere under my bed.

I flicked through the pages and looking at each memory.

Noah's first Quidditch match.

Mum and I baking cookies.

Dad and I in a very intense game of wizards chess.

Noah, Draco and Blaise in the garden on Noah's 7th Birthday.

Me, Mae and Nat laying on the beach at sunset.

My first ball at 6.

Noah, Me, Nat, Mae and Theo all ready for the Yule Ball.

Noah pushing Nat in the pool only last summer.

Mum and Dad on a date when they were at Hogwarts.

Me crying at the ice cream that had just fallen on the floor at 4.

Mae and I climbing a tree at 10.

Draco and I throwing snow balls at each other at 9.

Nat and I watching the sunrise on the grass.

Noah and I star gazing.

All of the memories. Good. Bad. Happy. Sad. Everything.

I just wish I could go back. I just want everything to be ok again. I can't do this anymore. Not the pain. Not the hurt. Not the love. Not the happiness. Because none of it is ok.

The more you care you more you have to lose, and I've lost everything.

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More of a filler but I just wanted to to show more of the memories and how Serena is feeling. Lots of things coming. Thanks for reading. X