Chapter 33

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-Emma pov-
Today has been a very relaxing day for the us pregnant women. I've been able to play with Beth, Abby, and Cass all day! It's such a great time honestly! Maribel is also relaxing with Madison on the couch.

The others are setting up for the gender reveal party later on. We can't be out there just in case we see something. Shelby and Judy come inside at certain times too. The girls are having a hay day decorating.

I put a hand on my stomach and smile. I gotta baby! I can't wait to see what I have! What if it's gonna be twins?!

"I ona e oma!" I turn toward Maribel and smile "I e ood oma!"

"You'll be the best momma" I chuckle as she picks me up and sits me on her lap "You getting thirsty baby?"

I nod and she fixes her shirt to feed me. Once I'm able I latch on and start breastfeeding. These moments make me feel safe. They make me feel loved and cared for.

I know many people don't understand this life. I can't blame them though. It honestly is a different style of living. But it makes us happy and makes us feel loved.

Sure we have all probably gone past our reasons of starting it. Mine was cause of my mom not being a good one. Now she's back and trying! Plus I've already gotten to feel loved as a baby.

So should I give this up? Would it be better if we all did? What if we all just lived normally? Would we be able to go in public more?

Honestly the questions could be answered with yes. But we don't wanna give it up. We enjoy what we are doing. We wanna keep enjoying this lifestyle for much longer.

We have our friends that don't judge us and we have our family. Sure we don't have functions with them all but still. We have the people who want to love us. It's what makes everything so much better!

Maribel switches me to her other breast and I latch on again. We all have it really good right now. I don't plan on going back ever again. This is how I wanna live my life forever.

"You still in though baby?" I shake my head and Mari runs a hand through my hair "You wanna talk about it?"

"I uv or ife" I smile around her nipple and some milk dribbles down my chin "I nva ana iv t up"

"I never wanna give it up either" She gives me a forehead kiss and smiles "Why don't you take a nap?"

I nod and close my eyes while feeding. A nap really doesn't sound too bad. Maybe the party will be done after! Oh I'd love it if it was!

"Nap Em" I open a eye and look at a smiling Madison "Close your eyes and nap"

I sigh and go back to suckling. Soon I feel sleep taking over. A little reprieve from the day and me being hyper. This really is a lovely life to live.

-Time skip-
"Em wake up" I groan as I feel some poke my stomach "Eeeemmm! The party is gonna start with out you!"

I open my eyes to the Mary smiling down at me. I look around and see I'm in my nap time crib. I sleep with the girls in bed but during nap time I get this thing. It's amazing what Shelby has learned to build.

She has built a lot of the things we need. I hold my arms out and Mary picks me up. She gives me a cheek peck and we head out of the room. I get slowly carried towards everyone talking.

"Hey it's Emma!" Lucy smiles my way "You still not wanna be grown right now?"

I shake my head and she smiles "Finally have someone to join Rachel and a Jasmine" I look and see the duo playing with the babies "Just don't forget we need you for the reveal"

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