What comes next {Faberrittana} [Sequel to Why?] (Completed)

Chapter 60

-Madison pov-
It's been 12 hours since a New year has begun. No one thought we would make it past 2012. Now we are in 2013. But that isn't what really is in my mind.

What is? When I can see my baby finally. My little baby girl that is hooked up to a breathing machine. I need to see my little baby girl.

We still haven't given her a name yet. We were in the middle of thinking of names actually. For a month we have been trying to come up with names for when the girls are born. Now one of them have come early.

"You ok?" I look over at Maribel and nod "You can tell my the truth baby"

"I'm so scared" I sigh and look away "What if she truly isn't ok?"

"We have to trust our friend" Maribel grabs my hand "He wouldn't lie or steer us wrong about our baby"

"I know" I turn and give her a small smile as tears fall "I just don't know what to do right now...I feel so broken right now...why did this have to happen to her? She has so much to live for now!"

I see my other wives walking over "We all feel a little broken right now" Judy grabs my other hand "We will be here for you"

-Judy-Shelby-Maribel-All wives-
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

The girls help me up and into a wheel chair. Where are we going right?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

I finally notice they push my toward a room. James is there by the door. He gives a smile and opens the door for us. That is when I see her.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

I get pushed to the little bubble she is in. She looks so tiny right now. I put a hand to the glass as she sleeps. I watch her chest rise and fall with the help from her machine.

"She has so many nurses calling for baby duty" I turn toward James and smile "She is a fighter"

"She fits in with our family then" I turn back to the baby "She looks so beautiful"

"Just like her momma" We chuckle as Judy puts a hand to the glass "She is going to be loved so much"

"What about our twins?" Emma pouts and puts her head on Judys shoulder "Will we be loved?"

"Are we forgetting Cass is also pregnant?" Shelby wraps her arms around Cass "Will hers be loved?"

"Your egos overfill this room" The two pouts while we laugh "But all of the babies will be loved"

Everyone nods as we look at her. She seems to be having a peaceful dream. She looks so beautiful honestly. She's my own perfect little thing.

She is something I made that even I couldn't mess up. When we take her home we will get her bigger. She will know what love is when we get home. She will know what a good life is.

-Madison singing-

I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings but there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend ya and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on, now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now, now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers and colour you in
If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall
And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
Now I'll surrender up my heart and swap it for yours

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now

Don't hold me down, I think the braces are breaking and it's more than I can take

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broken I will mend ya and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on, now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now
I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind,
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done I will love you better now

"Winter" I get confused looks and I smile "Winter Jane Lopez"

"Odd name" I pout and Maribel smiles "But it works"

"Well if we are naming after season I call spring!" We all smile at Emma as Judy groans "I'm joking sweetie"

"If you have the name I can bring the papers" I nod and James opens the door "I will be back"

"Let's hope the others are born closer to their due date" We all nod and look back at winter "I wonder how all of this will go"

I give Shelby a confused look "What do you mean?" She looks over at me "What how will go?"

"We will have to take extra care of her" Shelby looks down at Winter "She could end up in here again"

"She will be fine" I smile as I look at Winter "She will be able to breathe alone and then she becomes apart of the family"

"This makes me start to think about something" We all look at Cass who is frowning "Do we spend enough time with Beth and Abby? Like do we actually do much with them? We finally improved with the other girls but...I just feel like Emma and I are the only two who play with them the most"

"I have thought about that too" Maribel sighs "We do tend to forget about them more"

"We will set aside some days for them" Shelby smiles and pull Cass into her "They will be loved ok?"

"Ok" Cass looks in thought and I know what that look is for "I know we were serious talking but...I have forgotten how to be potty trained so I need changed please"

We all chuckle and soon James brings in the birth certificate. Her name is officially Winter Jane Lopez. Today starts a better life. Today starts hopefully a better month.

But we will have to see a day at a time.