My alarms goes off. I groan before getting up. I had a great dream! Not that I remember it or anything.. I dress up and head downstairs to eat some breakfast. Blagh, I hate school.
But I’m really worried for Wayne.
WHAT IF HE KILLED HIMSELF?! Jessy, quit this shit! You can’t just let him die just because you want to be with him! I’ll live with guilt forever!
Oh god, I really need to calm down. The panic is still running through me so when I sit down to eat breakfast, I’m quiet.
Jill and the twins talk but not me. I’m just sitting here, eating my fruit loops as panic is teasing me Not being able to control it sucks.
I start shaking a little.
STOP IT! WAYNE’S NOT DEAD! OK?
Well, I hope…
When I’m done with my fruit loops, I go upstairs to text him.
“Are u ok?” It says.
Waiting, waiting. After a while he responds.
“Yea”
What was that? I’m in shock but then I hear Daniel’s car so I hurry downstairs again. I hope Wayne’s ok… But I forget everything as I see Daniel in his car.
As I run into the car I hug him, this is what I want to feel all the time.
Happy.
This is how I want to stay forever. He chuckles and kisses me. I love him.
“I love you,” I say.
I get a rush out of saying that to him. Because it’s true. And the fact that I’ve gotten over my trust issues, a little,
“I love you too, more than you’ll ever know,”
“More than you could ever guess or imagine. More than I could ever get, myself,”
Daniel chuckles once again and kisses my forehead. He starts the engine and I lean against his arm.
I think about Wayne. What if he’s not ok?!
I take a deep breath, I’m just such a worrier. Making a big deal of anything.
Blagh.
A lump of worry lies in the bottom of my heart, always. No matter how hard I try, I’m still gonna be a overnervous freak. But in the company of Daniel, I feel better.
Everything become just background. So blurry. Only Daniel is clear. Like.
We enter another world when we’re together. I wonder if he thinks the same…
OH GOD HE PROBABLY DOESN’T!
I’m such an overnervous freak… I mean, c’mon. You could see that he really loves me. The glint in his eyes screams that, mine? Well I’m not sure if he thinks the same.
If someone think that. But if they don’t, they’re so wrong. I love Daniel so much. Too much.
Just kidding, my love will never be too much.
I remember Wayne and Jessy. They were perfect for eachother… The look in their eyes as they met.
How could this happen?
Jessy left Wayne, left him to be miserable. Yeah, yeah, I KNOW! She had real problems but as she left, it seems like with her, his happiness disappeared.
But I understand him. They had built something so strong in the matter of weeks.
And then she dies.
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Hell And Silence
Fanfiction16 year old Amyrose Blom has always been a outcast. She is a little different than others and constantly depressed when she's alone. Her life has been filled with things a child should never experience. Being constantly moved between different foste...
