Hell And Silence

26) Prom Is Coming

I kinda understand why people keeps asking Lexi if she loves Wayne. They're all worried about Wayne getting hurt again, nice thought, but if I was him I would get really mad.
"Have you guys been on any dates?" Aja asks Lexi.

"Yeah. Saturday he took me to this tivoli," Lexi responds with a dreamy smile.

Saturday.

The two weeks anniversary of Jessy's death, the place I spent my time in before receiving the bad news.
The horrible news.

"How was it?" Aja asks.
"It was amazing...,"

Wait, he hasn't told her?! WHAT!? But she must've heard, I mean, a student DYING and stuff is PRETTY big news.

"Where were you two weeks ago?" I ask.

"I was visiting another city and got really sick. I returned to school same day I met Wayne..,"

This.
This is destiny.

I glance at Lexi.
Wow.
It has to be destiny.

Maybe Jessy was MEANT to die, if not, maybe my ship would still sail but Wayne wouldn't have met Lexi.
No, Jessy's death can't be "meant" to be.
Or is it?

UGH, on with the never-ending fight against myself, woho. Today's fight, is Jessy's death meant to be? V.S No, it's not.
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I wake up, it's Friday today.

Yesterday it became official that Daniel is the new drummer of Imagine Dragons.
Wolf is going to be there sometimes.

Since Wednesday Lexi, Aja and I have grown closer. After all, Lexi's company isn't so bad after all...
We three all talk and stuff, it's fun. So that I don't seem like a dork and only hang out with my boyfriend, haha.

I was at Imagine Dragons' first practice after Britt and Andrew left. Daniel is really good, like REALLY!
Almost better than Andrew.
Wolf is also really awesome, almost better than Britt. But it kinda feels weird looking at the band without them. I guess I'm just really used to have Britt and Andrew there, but I'll get used to Daniel and Wolf too, soon.

I get up. My gaze flies around my room, yeah, life is pretty great now.
The dragons has a gig Sunday, so it really is pretty great!

I move my bangs out of my eyes and smile as I feel the smell of pancakes coming from downstairs.
YES!
PANCAKES!
Me love pancakes!

I dress up and I pace downstairs. I'm welcomed by Jill's smile as she sees me.

"Goodmorning," She says.
"Goodmorning," I mumble and sit down.

The pancakes looks and smells delicious, I take some to my plate. The twins are eating their pancakes.
Jill sits down.

"How's Wayne doing. I mean losing his girlfriends must have been hard on him...,"

I swallow.
"Yeah. But he got a new one...,"
"WHAT?! NO?" Jill gasps.

I nod.
"But she's great. Lexi helped him from being sad. Wayne was really devastated and broken before they met,"

"Oh, so he's better now?"
"Yeah,"
"Huh, maybe Jessy's death WAS meant to be,"

I shake my head rapidly.
"No, her death was a tragedy, not fate's 'set up', ok?" I mutter angrily.

Jill shrugs.
She knows that is better not to argue about this kind of stuff. Especially with me and if it's about Jessy.

I continue eating my pancakes. No, Jill's comment can't ruin my day... Because today I actually feel like I enjoy life.