Look Up At The Sky

AUTHORS NOTE PLEASE READ

Hello you lovely people! :')

I know you guys have waited more or less eagerly for another chapter and maybe you thought this was going to be one. I love you for wanting to read what I write, it means SO much to me. However, it's been 2 months since I updated last and that's not how I want it to be and I'm sure you don't either. So I've been thinking. I want to finish this book, I'm going to finish this book. I just don't know if I'm going to finish it here.

If I'm being 100% honest, I haven't been that proud of the latest chapters that I've put out here and I don't like it being half done. This story is something I'm passionate about and I don't want to put out chapters I'm not 100% happy with. The story, plot, I have for this book goes beyond 2-3 pages per chapter. They need to be longer than that but I don't have the time or energy to write everyday and put up chapters that are maybe closer to at least 10 pages.

Like I said before, I care deeply about this book. About it's charecters, even Sam O'Donnell and he's a real doughe.

I am to most part proud of what I've put out here and I'm confident that this will end up as a good, possibly even a great book. But I need to put in the time and passion into every single page and chapter of it. It's not me being lazy (maybe a little), but I have stuff going on in my life just like you do. I still have an internal battle I need to win that I've been fighting for close to a decade now and it's very engery consuming. 

I promise you, I will finish this book. Will it be published? Haha how can I know? That's a sick dream I would love to have fullfilled however the odds of that happening are exreamly slim and I don't think anyone expects it to ever happen. I just want something to be 100% proud of. I want that one thing, to be this book. So I promise you that I will finish it, but I can't promise you that I will post it here when it is. I'm sorry if I'm letting you down by doing this. I reeally am sorry. 

Thank you so much for your support this far. 

Much love, Steph xx