Look Up At The Sky

Chapter 19

I looked at same with fire in my eyes. He'd been here talking about memories pretending to be the same lovely guy I once fell in love with so long ago. All just an act. He's playing with me, I'm only a toy for him. It makes me wonder if what we had was ever real because I was the only one who seemed to be hurting, wether it was because of our relationship or something else he did. I was in love with the devil. The only difference now is that I'm no longer in love, but he's still the devil.

“What? You really thought I did all of this because I wanted to?” He asked with a mocking voice looking at me.

I was so mad at him I didn't know what to say, so all I did was grabbing my car keys and went towards the door.

“Don't you dare walk away from me!” I heard him say and seconds later I felt his hand on my arm.

The touch of his hand made my arm feel like it was burning and as if was going to fall off because of it. He's the devil, his touch burns.

“Don't you dare touch me. Ever again.” I said with a loud, strong and firm voice look him straight in his eyes pulling my arm from his grip.

“You don't talk to me in that tone missy.” He said trying to be confident with was clearly surprised by what and how I had said what I just said.

“No you don't talk to me like that. People have let you push them around for years but you know what? I am not going to be one of them anymore. You, Sam, are not going to push me around anymore. You're an sadistic ass and you know it. People don't step aside and let you run over them because they admire or like you. They let you because they are scared. You have their fear, not their loyalty. Having fear, is not the same thing as having power, and you know that.” I say still looking him right in his eyes then turning around to open the door and get to my car.

I was just about to open the car door when I got swung around again by a firm hand around my arm. He didn't say anything he just dragged me to his car making a gesture for me get inside. For some reason I knew he wouldn't do anything but to drive me to the hospital. If I wasn't one hundred procent sure of that, I never would have gotten in.

He went around the car and went in on the driver's side. It took a while, well we were almost at the hospital when he decided it was a good time to say something.

“You know.. No one has ever done that before.” he said calm and I knew exactly what he meant.

“There's a first for everything right.” I said coldly, looking out the window.

“Hmm..”

…

“Excuse me but my sister came in here some time ago?” I asked a nurse.

“Hmm, what's her name?” The nurse asked.

“Lil..” I started.

“I'll take this one.” a familiar female voice said. I turned around and saw Stella looking at me through her half moon shaped glasses.

Stella took my hand and led me down the corridor to an elevator and went with me up to the next floor. We went into a room a few doors down. When we got in there wasn't anyone in there, not even a bed and I looked at Stella confused wondering what was going on.

“Where..?” I asked with a shaky voice looking around in the room and then at her.

“She's not back from surgery yet.” She said with a calm voice look at me holding a hand on my shoulder. “You can sit in here and wait, she should be out soon and taken here.” She then added.

“Surgery..? What happened..?” My voice was trembling.

“We're not too sure but she had a couple of broken ribs and some internal bleeding when she came in. The doctor, doctor Philips, who's working on her is very skilled. I think you know who he is.” She said calmly.

Stella was calm or at least she put up that front, but I felt nothing but panic and fear with a tons of questions in my mind. What had really happened? Why did it happen? How am I going to get her away from Sam? Will there even be anyone to get away from him..?

I sat down in one of the chairs in the room that was surprisingly comfortable. The same questions swirling around in my mind, all without answers, all with fear. If I loose Lilly, I will be all alone. I'm already alone but then I'd be alone at all times. No more family left. No one.

“How did this happen?!” I called out and pulled my knees up to my chest, hugging them tight and let my head rest on them. I started to cry, not knowing what else to do.

I heard a knock on the door and then someone coming into the room. Looking up I saw Sam standing there, looking out the window on the other side of the room. My anger and hatred started to reach the surface again.

“What the hell are you doing here Sam?” I asked him standing up.

“I love Lilly..” He started.

“Oh cut the bullshit Sam! You don't love her one bit. I thought you did but you don't. If you did you wouldn't have taken her away from me.” I said.

“Oh oh, don't be like that sweetie. If I remember right, feel free to correct me if I'm wrong, but she chose to stay with me. I didn't take her away. Maybe she just doesn't like you anymore. Ever thought of that?” He said in a mocking tone and a half smirk at the end.

“Only because you have something on her! You are a manipulating bastard with no heart or feelings for others. After everything you've in the past I still thought you did have a heart somewhere in there but.. You keep proving me wrong. The only person you love is yourself. If your even capable to that.” I said feeling brave.

“That's not true.. I loved you. I love you. Present tense.” He said with such a low voice I thought I imagined it.

Before I had the chance to answer, not that I knew what to answer, someone knocked on the door. Saved by the knock.. That's a new one.

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A/N

After all the drama yesterday on twitter (UGH) it took me some more time to write the new chapter. Also the fact that one of my favorite bands got some new songs out yeserday so yes that was distracting too haha. Is it just me who thinks that Close As Strangers, Tomorrow Never Dies and Indipendence Day is kind of perfect for this book? Just me? okej.. lol

Lilly's in the O.R. getting surgery becuase of injuries of unknown reasons and Sam said he loves her..? AAHH

QFTC: what do you think happened with Lilly, do you think Sam told the truth when it comes to him still loving her AND who was it knocking at the end?

Thank you so much for reading as always! Please vote, comment and share if you like this! I'm going to try and geet another chaper up on Friday, that's in two days, hope that's okey. 

Love you xx