Nothing stays perfect for long

3-Sometimes the best way to help someone is just to be near them

I woke up the next morning on the couch, I forgot everything that happened last night for a bit before it all came rushing back; Dan is my boyfriend, we were watching Harry Potter all night, I must've fallen asleep at some point. Then I realised that Dan wasn't on the couch with me anymore, he must've moved. I saw my phone on the coffee table and automatically checked the time, it was 1:45pm. How did I sleep for so long? I decided to get up and get ready. I needed a cup of tea before I even thought about getting a shower though so I slowly made my way to the kitchen, trying not to make too much noise. I heard mummers from Phil's room and decided to investigate (being the nosy parker that I am) and walked closer to the door....

"So Jan is cannon?" I heard Phil's voice.

"Mmmmhhhhh" I heard Dan mutter

I heard a soft squeal, probably from Phil letting his inner fangirl out.

"Dan, this is brilliant, you've fancied her for how long now?"

"About 5 years." Dan replied

5 years?! Why didn't he say anything? Right that's enough eavesdropping.

I went back to the kitchen and found the door already open. I put the kettle on and scrolled through my notifications on Twitter as the kettle boiled. I hadn't tweeted in a while so I decided to Tweet:

Just got up! Had a Harry Potter marathon with @Danisnotonfire and @Amazingphil for 10 hours straight yesterday!

I attached a picture of my waiting mug and tweeted it. The replies came flooding in. Although I have 2 million subscribers I have a lot more Twitter followers that Dan and Phil. I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist

"Morning" I greeted, if it was a good morning I would still be in bed.

"Hey" Dan answered, kissing my neck as I poured the water into the cup. Phil passed me a spoon and I drained the teabag into the cup. Phil passed me the sugar pot when Dan let go of my waist and made himself cereal. I put 3 sugars in (I needed a lot of energy in the mornings). I didn't put any milk in because to be honest i couldn't be bothered. I grabbed a pack of digestives and went into the living room.

I turned my laptop on and went onto Facebook. I saw videos that my fellow you tubers had posted links to and remembered that I sould've uploaded the other day, Saturday was my upload day after all. Whoops... I posted on Facebook and Twitter explaining why I hadn't uploaded without talking about Richard in too much detail. I posted them both and then the negative comments came flooding in like I expected:

Jim and Zoe and Alfie and everyone else posts when they have bad days

Why don't you trust us with the real reason why you didn't upload

You're just using Dan and Phil

I bet your boyfriend broke up with you because you cheated on him

You are so ungrateful

People also called me some horrible names. I didn't realise I was crying until Phil came in and I looked up.

"Hey" He said, rushing over to me and holding me in a tight hug. He glanced at my laptop and slowly removed it from my lap, closing the lid.

Then I started to sob "Why. Are. T-They. S-S-So. Horrible. Phil?" I asked in between sobs.

"Because they have nothing better to do. They can hide behind a computer screen and say those things, they are cowards. If they knew you in real life they would adore you and understand Jess. You are the best person I know and don't you ever forget that." Phil whispered into my ear, stroking my back carefully. Then I heard my phone beep, I picked it up and saw that someone was defending me on Facebook and Twitter. It said:

Stop hating on @jessisprobablyjoking guys. Her life is crap as it is, she doesn't need you guys to make it worse. You don't know half of what she has been through, cut her some slack.

I looked at the user name through blurry eyes and saw; Danisnotonfire

I smiled and saw liked the post on Facebook and favorited it on Twitter along with nearly 1 million others. At that Dan came in and sat next to me. My Best friends always know how to cheer me up. As I read in a book once 'sometimes, the best way to help someone is just be near them' That is definitely how I felt at that moment.