We had three more days until we had to meet our boss again. I was slowly starting to go back into that deep dark hole, that I just got out because of Anna. This hole wasn't visual, but it was mentally.
When we arrived in Arizona, I knew where I could go to get alcohol and possibly a vape. I knew pretty much everyone pretty well, so I knew half of them would supply me.
I went to my local gas station because when I was a kid my parents always brought me there to get candy, drinks, or food.
When I arrived I seen that one of my old friends were working. I walked up to him and smiled. You: "Long time no see Luke!" Luke: "Ah! Y/n I missed you!" He jumped over the counter and hugged me. You: "How has life been in Arizona?" Luke: "Pretty boring, how about California? I seen you meet a girl." I knew he was talking about Anna. I just kind of looked at my feet and he hugged me. "Oh uh I'm sorry y/n I didn't know.." you: "No, it's ok Luke...anyways so you think you could supply me?" He nods his head and goes back around to the counter. He pulls out a bin of mini alcohols. Luke: "Take these, easier to hid." I nod my head and take them all. "That will be $23.15. Wow what was cheep. I gave him $25 and told him to keep the change.
I walked out of the store and walked back to my hotel. I locked myself in my room, so Chris didn't come in and seen me drinking because he hated when I did. I turned on my music and posited on my Snapchat story. Your story:
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About five minutes later I had almost drank everything "Ah fusk" (your slurring words lol)
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I seen I got a text form Eva, so I opened it. "Eh fuck it" I continued to drink until I was down to some of my last bottles. I was drinking a Jack Daniels, when someone ponded on my door. I spilled my drink over because it started me. "Fuck off whoever you are" I heard the person sigh "Let me in y/n it's...it's Luke!" "Ah my buddy!"
I ran over to the door and I didn't see Luke but I seen Chris. He looked at my room and seen all the bottles of alcohol he threw them all away.
"Why are you doing this y/n? This isn't like you?" He sat on the bed by me "I miss them, I miss Anna. She was the weight keeping me held down, now she's gone. I want her to be happy you know? I mean if she wasn't happy with me that's fine but she cheated on me...it make me think of.." I felt a huge lump in my throat, and it wouldn't go away. Chris knew what I was going to say, so he hugged me. We talked for about ten more minutes.
