Tomorrow will be the best day ever. I missed everyone so much and being away for a month hurt me. I didn't know what was going on at home, all I knew was I wrote a song and I released it a week ago.
It was blowing up already with 27.8 million views. People all around the world all agreed with me and how we missed people.
This morning I woke up at 7:39 am, and did my daily workout for three hours. From the first day of the lockdown I gained a lot of muscles and my abs were showing way more. Maybe lockdown was good for us, well for me anyways.
I went back inside at 9:45 am and took a shower. I seen that Anna had texted me while I was in the shower so I took my phone and opened the Snapchat.
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Boon♥️ You: why is your tongue blue?
Boon♥️: why isn't your tongue blue?
You: good question.
Boon♥️: ik ik
I decided I would snap her back so I also sent her a picture of me in the shower.
Boon♥️ Boon♥️: your hot loser
You: thanks, but tell me something i don't know😏
Boon♥️: i hate you.
You: i love you my little kitkat sugar plum princess. Read at 9:52
I laughed and finished up my shower.
I put on Blake Grays 'For the girls' pink sweatshirt and my black playboi sweatpants.
I went into Karinas room and she was on tiktok.
You: "wassup shawty." She set her phone down and looked at me. I jumped onto the bed next to her and laid on my side and looked at her. Karina: "Heyy." We made direct eye contact and it was silent. You: "Are you exited? We get to see everyone tomorrow." Karina: "Mhm.." the eye contact got more and more serious, and she kept looking down at my lips.
She cupped my face and lent in. It all went by so fast , but I didn't stop it I gave in more.
Karina startled my waits and was still kissing me.
She pulled away then came back down.
I thought about Anna and Chris.
You: "Kar-Karina.." she pulled away and looked at me. "We both are dating people.." Karina: "Fuck.." she got off me and I stood up. You: "I- I uh I'm sorry.." Karina: "No I'm sorry I just kissed you.." You: "Let's just not talk about it...I- don't tell Anna or Chris.." she nodded her head and I left the room.
The day went on and now it was 11:24pm and Anna was on FaceTime with me.
What happened if I tell Anna or Chris? They would all hate me Connor, Eva, Sab, and everyone else. I just cheated...holy shit I just cheated.
Anna: "Y/n...y/n?" I was snapped out of it because Anna was calling my name. You: "Oh hey." Anna: "Are you ok babe?" You: "Yeah...I'm ok I'm just tired.." I said lying right through my teeth. Anna: "I can let you go then if you want..." You: "okay..love you I'll see you tomorrow?" Anna: "I love you more baby and yes you will." You: "Bye.."
Anna's pov:
Something was really off about y/n.
She wasn't talking like usual, she was zoning out, and she didn't say I love you more or anything.
I texted Karina and asked her but she didn't get back to me probably because it was pretty late. Did I do something wrong? Did something happen at their house? I'll just ask her tomorrow.
I put on the tv and fell asleep to it in the background.
Your pov:
Karina and I both woke up at three am to pack, and by the time we finished it was already four.
I drove to the base and we got into my jet.
I fell asleep right when I got on the jet, and Karina woke me up when we got there.
We loaded our luggage into the car and I drove to the house.
We arrived at 6 and no one was awake, was I surprised? No.
I brought my bags up into my room avoiding making all of the noises. When I finished unpacking it was 7, damn I really unpacked for an hour.
I went went downstairs and Karina and Eva were awake.
Eva jumped into my arms and I swung her around.
You: "I thought you didn't liked be being picked up Evan." Eva: "I don't y/n/n but I missed you so much." You: "I missed you too." Eva: "I was just telling Karina about the news!" Karina: "Something y/n won't like.." You: "What is it?" Eva: "Mads Lewis is joining the house on the 15th!" I looked at Karina. You: "The I have 'beef' with, the one who accused me of trying to steal Jaden, the one who tried to cancel me even though I'm a huge singer?" Karina: "Yup that Mads." You: "Where was the team discussion on this? You know what I don't care I'm not even apart of this house." I laughed and got a Red Bull from the fridge. "I'm just going to say two words, good luck." Karina laughed and they both say on the couch by me.
We caught up, and one by one everyone started to come downstairs and see us. We were the only two home out of the five, the other ones were coming later today.
When Anna came down I felt so guilty. She sat on my lap and we cuddled. I wanted to tell her so bad, but I needed to talk to Karina first but nows not the time.
After I talked with Everyone we made tiktoks. I think I added about 20 more in my drafts. I made the most tiktoks with Anna.
Karinas pov:
The day went by fast and I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss. I needed to tell Chris but I wanted to wait and talk to y/n first about it so we're both on the same page.
That night Chris slept in my room and Anna slept in Y/n. I felt so bad for kissing y/n...
===================================== End of chapter 59! This chapter was shitty, but brining the spice. Word count: 1075
