Im Sorry

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⚠️TW: Blades and suiside⚠️

Cynthias pov:

It's been two weeks and y/n has gotten depressed, and it's getting worse and worse everyday.

She hasn't been eating and I'm starting to get worried. I've been trying to text everyone from just a house but they ignore me.

Y/n started to lock her doors and when she came down she would just workout. I knew she knew she fucked up but she can keep running away from her problems, and in this case I mean JAH is her problem.

I seen on tiktok that y/n deactivated her account, and everyone was so confused. Karina stayed at the house, so maybe they would forgive her like they forgave Karina.

Bryces pov:

The day went on and there was no sign of Y/n, again. Normally she came downstairs by now because I it was 3:21pm, but she hasn't.

I wonder what she was doing.

No ones pov:

I'll tell you what y/n was doing, she was wringing goodbye notes.

Your pov:

In the past weeks I've been cutting. Holy fuck I missed my Boon.

I couldn't take it anymore, I grabbed my blade and started to slit my wrists.

I'm useless
I don't deserve anyone
I cheated on Anna
I'm a fuck up
Maybe this is why my dad left me
I don't deserve the girls
I don't deserve Anna...

On the last cut I went really deep, and the I sat there on the bathroom ground bleeding out. I texted Sab on Snapchat.
                                Sabrina♥️⚠️
You:
i love you an everyone else...im so sorry sab, but there is notes on the counter for everyone, and ill leave you alone now, just thought id text someone that i loved before i died.

Sabs pov:

I was sitting downstairs with everyone when I seen that y/n texted me. I groaned and and it.

Cooper: "Who texted you babe?"
Sab: "Y/n."
Emma: "What does she want?" When I opened and read the text I went pale and tears started to fall down my face.
Sab: "Coop...text the boys to c-check on y/n..." I said though all my tears.
Karina: "Why is she ok?" I shook my head and showed them my phone.

Cooper called the boys and they said they'd get into her room.

Quintons pov:

I was sitting on the couch with Cynthia, Bryce, Addison, and Jaden when I got the call from Cooper.

Quinton: "Yo what's good Coop we haven't talked since the thing."
Cooper: "Quinton I would love to talk but where is y/n?"  I looked at everyone confused.
Quinton: "She locked herself in her room, why?"
Cooper: "We're all coming over, break into the room we think y/n.." he started to sniffle.  I knew right away what he was talking about.
Quinton: "Okay, okay see you here." I hung up the phone and we all sprinted to her room.

Bryce called the rest of the boys to her room and they busted it down.

I ran into her bathroom and there I seen her covered in blood.

Quinton: "Call 911!" I said while picking her up. She lost so much blood.

I ran downstairs and JAH members were already there. I sat y/n down on the couch and I was full of her blood.

Anna: "Wh-what happened?.."
Quinton: "I-I don't know, sh-she was just in her room and I got the call from Cooper."

The ambulance pulled up to the house and took y/n away on a stretcher.

We followed them in the cars.

Jadens pov:

Before I left o grabbed y/ns phone and the notes she had on the sink.

When we arrived at the hospital we checked in at the front desk and we were sent to the waiting room.

I pulled out the notes and passed them out.

Jaden: "Guys y/n wrote these for everyone.."

As they unfolded them tears started to form in everyone's eyes.

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End of chapter 61!
Sorry it's so short, but I'll be putting the notes in the next chapter for everyone.
                            Word count: 690 

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