ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

What is your choice? : 2023 (3)

<2023>

May I ask you something?

When you have good memories with someone,

Did you ever reminisce about it? Do you ever forget how you felt at that time? Do you remember every single detail that you guys muttered or just an important one?

Cause I can't forget it.

Either it's about Lisa, Jennie, or even Rosé.

I appreciated every moment that I spent with each of them, and more importantly, I'm in love with them... it's a precious feeling that I ever had.

So tell me, am I an idiot for doing this? To fulfill my ex-girlfriend's wish even if it's only for our closure?

Y/n

I cracked open my eyes slowly when my alarm blared, I turned my head to my phone before reaching it from under my pillow and tapping on it.

It's 7:10 am. I put my phone on my stomach while staring at the ceiling.

Have you ever, you know whenever you wake up or before you sleep, you got someone always running on your mind effortlessly? Yes, it has happened to me ever since she hasn't visited my apartment or met me anymore.

It is almost a week now, since Rosé left my apartment after we broke up. And it's been a torturous and painful week for me.

I missed her like crazy. I brought my hands onto my face and wiped my tears away. Fuck... it hurts every time I took a breath, it was like the day she walked out of my apartment, she brought along my heart with her.

I'm letting out a deep sigh as if I'm letting out the pain away forcefully. I then forced my body to sit up and grabbed my phone again. I tapped on the call logs and stared at her phone number. I licked my bottom lip after I tapped on it and waited for her to pick it up. After the second ring, she picked it up.

"Hey, morning." I greeted her softly. "Hey, Y/n. Did you just wake up?" Rosé greeted me back gently. I was scratching on my bedsheet aimlessly with my index finger when I heard her deep yet soft voice ringing into my ear flawlessly.

I nodded softly as if she can see me before I answered her, "Yeah, and you came into my mind. I wanted to hear your voice before I did my routine." Rosé giggled and made me smile unconsciously. "Too early for those comments, Y/n. By the way, it's almost 8, you should get up and get ready for work," she said at the same time, I'm hearing a plastic bag sounds in the background. She must have her early snack as usual again.

I'm chuckling lightly while ruffling my hair, "I know, I just want to say that I missed you, a lot... Don't ever forget that I love you, Rosé."

"I acknowledged that," she replied softly. "I planned to meet with Jennie next week," I told her after I get down from my bed and walked into my bathroom. I wanted her to trust me so I have to tell her everything truthfully. "Okay," Rosé answered me in a small voice.

I landed my right hand on the side of the sink and looked in the mirror with my phone still in my left hand. "I'm yours, baby," I told her confidently but if you heard it, it's more like pleading.

Pleading with her to stay with me, at the end of this affair that I'm gonna have with Jennie, for Jennie and me to have our closure.