ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

Love? : 2023 (3)

<2023>

I'm afraid of the idea of being happy.

I'm a coward who hurts herself so badly just because they thought they were making good choices in their life.

But

Sometimes, I wish someone could take my hand and scare away those negative feelings.

Again.

Just like her.

Telling me that everything is gonna be fine at the end of the day.

Giving me love, warmth, attention, advice, cheer me up...

How I wish I had that once again.

But I'm afraid.

"I'd love you till death do us part"

That's nice.

Because

I wanted to feel happy again with someone, the one that I would spend the rest of my life with.

Can I?

Y/n

"Kun!" I greeted him as I approached him. He turned to look at me. "Y/n, my boss!" he laughed and then gave me a side hug which I reciprocated sincerely. After that, I scanned around carefully. "She was in the fitting room," Kun said while testing his camera before paying attention to me again. "Who?" I raised an eyebrow curiously. But Kun just smirked teasingly.

"Who else? Someone that made you go down here despite your busy schedule... yes, that person." I rolled my eyes playfully and punched his shoulder lightly. "Shut up, idiot... coming here is also one of my work... it is really on my work schedule too," I explained when Kun just nodded lightly and still didn't stop smirking teasingly. I cleared my throat, it's time for work. "So? How's she?" I crossed my arms over my chest calmly. Instead of answering me immediately, Kun showed me the samples of her photos that they had taken beforehand.

"Look... no wonder she got so many offers out there... she got a natural talent in this... can you seeee that? Damn, she was born to be this... isn't she gorgeous? She was even extra gorgeous because of my photography skills... I should praise myself too for this amazing—" I'm staring at the monitor intently after I sit down. I don't even bother listening to Kun's praises and bragging about his photography skills. 'Cause fuck... she's insanely gorgeous. "Kun... she's ready." I heard Kun's assistant tell him which made Kun stop his talk and there was Rosé, who walked into the room elegantly. She met my eyes immediately and was smiling warmly at me.

I'm standing up from the chair instantly. She approached me even though Kun already instructed her to stand on the site politely. Rosé was standing in front of me instead while smiling happily. A smile that did something with my heart. "Y/n... you're here." she's stepping closer to me and it made me nervous. Ah fuck, she smelled so good. It kinda made me dizzy a bit.

"Ah yeah... well, just do some visiting," I answered nervously. She held my left hand carefully. "It's nice to see you again, Y/n," she said softly while smiling sweetly. I just gulped and smiled back at her. When both of us were staring at each other, I heard Kun clear his throat. "Miss Park? I think it's time for work, come on," he smirked again towards me. Rosé didn't look away from me yet, "Okay... umm, Y/n... are you gonna be here?" I widened my eyes a bit then scratched my head absently.