ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

Love? : 2023 (1)

<2023>

We meet again.

Why?

Is it because you are the one for me?

Or are you just someone who is only going across my path and teaching me another lesson in this life?

I'm not even sure what kind of feeling is this.

Is this love between friends?

Or is it just a mere similar feeling that still lingering between us?

I miss you.

Y/n

"It's a bit chilly nowadays," I muttered softly while taking a drag on my cigarette. Then exhaled the smoke softly. I gulped a bit when I felt like I wanna cry. "And I miss you... I miss you a lot, babe." I said longingly and wiped the tears that suddenly wanted to escape from my eyes. "I fucking miss you... what should I do?" I looked down and let out my shaking breath.

"Umm... Jennie met me again today... yeah, I know. Don't be jealous, babe. Cause trust me. In my heart, there's only you... I can't forget you, babe... Sometimes it hurts me when I realize that... I can't hug you anymore and when I'm crying... you're not here with me anymore." I said sadly. I leaned my back on the side of her tombstone.

"Do you like the flowers that I bought for you?" I said absently, talking like she was still here right by my side. I traced my engagement ring on my ring finger with my thumb, which became my habit now whenever I remembered her. I always did that. I wore our engagement ring every time I went to her grave to meet her. With hers on my necklace.

"I wanna hug you," I whispered like she was there. I sighed sadly. I was standing up then staring at her picture on her tombstone and found myself crying again. I looked down for a while, wiping my tears in the hope it could help me to feel a little bit better by getting rid of my cheeks. "Happy birthday, my love," I whispered sadly.

"Fuck... I missed hugging you... I fucking missed your warmth even after all of these years... I knew that I had to let you go but... I couldn't do that so easily when I already swore to my heart that I'm gonna love you forever..." I never knew loving someone this hard could torture me like this...

*ringing* I fished out my phone from my pocket unwillingly. I looked at it... Seulgi calling... I guess my times are up now. Gotta go back to reality now even if it hurts me so bad.

"See you next time, babe. Just so you know I loved you. I love you a lot."

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*Y/n's office

Y/n

"You got an important meeting today with one of our models for the..." I tapped the tip of my pen on my desk absently and nodded at everything that my secretary explained to me. I just can't get my mind straight now. I'm feeling kinda messed up right now.

Then suddenly someone knocked on my desk lightly, making my attention turn to them immediately. "Jin Hyuk? What are you doing here?" I asked him. He made one of his fake offended faces to me playfully and said to me, "Because I'm bringing my model for your project. What do you mean by what I'm doing here?" Jin Hyuk, one of my shareholders and my good friend that I found in some random club.