ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

Our choice : 2015 (Part 4)

<2015>

Han

They can fuck off for all I care. Especially Jennie, that sneaky-ass girl. She knows how much I love her yet she chooses to be with my best friend. Well, I knew that she liked Y/n more than me. I fucking acknowledged that. That's why it confused me when she accepted my confession and became my girlfriend. But I can't deny that it made me happy when I got her. I'm trying to make her happy, love her, and protect her.

But tell me.

If you have a girl like Jennie Kim, Pure. Cute. Sexy. Attractive. And damn she's seductive without her realizing it herself. Can you control yourself not to touch her? Cause I'm not. I can't. I want 'it'. I wanna touch her more than just a kiss, grab on her ass or just some dry-humped. I mean, she's my girlfriend, right? I'm begging her but she always avoids me by saying she's not ready yet. It's frustrating. It disappointed me. It made me mad.

But I waited, waited patiently. Till that night, I went to the party with Jennie. Everything went smoothly and was fun. Me and Jennie were making out and I'm trying to bring her to the room with 'sex' fixed on my mind. I decided to take her virginity that night but it failed when she pushed me away and then had her dancing-drinking time with her girlfriends. She was ignoring me. So I was just staring at her intently and didn't take away my attention from her while making myself drunk. Not until I felt that someone touched my thigh, having a nice conversation then proceeded to kiss me down to my neck. That's when I broke my attention away from Jennie.

Taking that girl by her hand just to bring her to an unoccupied room. Having sex for the first time. Yeah, damn. It's felt so damn good and I can't stop myself from fucking the girl roughly. I didn't remember Jennie that night, not even her name. I just slept after that. Woke up only to realize the fact that the girl beside me wasn't Jennie but someone else. I called Jennie up immediately but she didn't pick it up. So I met her in her class, only being dumped by her.

Serve me right. And yeah, I'm begging to get back together, but then she said to give her time and space, which I gladly do for her. So it hurt me and made me furious when I heard rumors about her dating Y/n Bae, my fucking best friend. That's fucked up when I punched my best friend, I don't like it too. She's my best friend so why? Why did she snatch Jennie away from me?

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"Hey, Han." here I am at the nightclub, trying to wash away my god damn fucking broken heart. I just gulped down my drinks without looking at this dude that greeted me. "Wow, slow down man..." Jackson said while patting my shoulder lightly. I glared at him. "Still not over her, huh?" he said then laughing. I ignored him, trying to walk away from him. But he said something that caught my attention, "Do you believe me if I told you that I have tasted her?" I'm frowning then turned to look at this motherfucker.

"What? What do you mean?" he smirked. "That bitch... I didn't know that she was going to be so easy to get... and I thought she already got what? Girlfriend?" he's babbling while laughing like it doesn't matter to talk shit about my ex. "Seriously? She left you because of a girl?" he continued mocking me now. "Pfft but when I asked her about her girlfriend... she said that girl is only her best friend... can you believe it?" Jennie said that? That Y/n is only her best friend? I choose to ignore it. Even though, this matter also involved Y/n.

"Shut up..." I'm not in the mood to think about Y/n right now. But still, why did Jennie say something like that? Isn't Y/n her girlfriend?

I walked away but this dude is still trying to get on my nerves. I don't know why and what's the point for him to tell me all of those things. He grabbed my left shoulder from behind to stop me and whispered to me, "Don't you want to know how tight your ex—" before he continued whatever he was trying to spout. I punched him. I punched him until he was bleeding. Before I was lifted and separated from him, I saw he showed me his middle finger while smirking then fainted.