ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

Our choice : 2015 (Part 5)

<2015>

You're changing,
but it doesn't make me stop loving you.

It's weird,
Love is weird.

I pushed you away,
but you still stuck with me.

It's weird,
Fate is weird.

Lisa

It's the final exam week. So you can see every student is kinda stressed about it. The library is almost packed with students. And why am I not surprised to see my Y/n here? I was chuckling a little by myself before I approached her. "Hey cutie." she looked up to me.

Oh my. Just how long I didn't meet up with her?

"Oh, Lisa... hey." she greeted me weakly while fixing her glasses. I'm sitting down across her properly before asking her. "Y/n? Are you okay? I think you should rest for a while from studying." I said to her worriedly. She looked up to me from her books instantly then proceeded to stretch her body briefly after she put down her pen. "Done taking a rest... I'm ready to master this topic again," she said jokingly while flipping the book's page over. "Y/n?" she only hummed in response without looking at me. "Are you—" Before I gotta ask her, someone grabbed her hand away from her notebook. Y/n was startled.

"Don't avoid me, Y/n." Jennie pleads and yes, she looks different too. Y/n looked around. She looks like she wants to ignore Jennie but she stands up and then grabs her hand to go outside.

Okay, what did I miss? Is Y/n okay?

I mean, she looks like she lost some weight, and those dark circles under her eyes. Is she even getting good sleep?

Now I wanna scold myself for not minding her business and health.

Y/n

"What?" I asked her calmly after both of us were already out of the library. I took her to a secluded place, just beside the library building. Jennie approached me and put her hands on my chest gently. "Don't avoid me like this, baby... don't torture me, please... it hurts me, Y/n... you're still mine, right?" she pleads while looking up at me. She grabbed my shirt tightly when I didn't seem to care about whatever she said. "Answer me, Y/n." I looked away for a moment before I spoke cause I couldn't bring myself to stare at her eyes anymore. All I saw were those memories of her lying and cheating on me.

"We're over, Jen. I thought we already discussed this matter, face-to-face. You're the one that leads me to this decision, isn't it?... Am I the one that cheating around? Tell me, Jen." I swear I still love her but... I don't trust her anymore. I gave her too many chances until I hurt myself in return. "Don't be like this, please. Why? Are you seeing someone else now, Y/n? Cause I won't allow that. I won't. You promise, right? You promise that you're mine, no matter what happens." she said sounding desperate. I'm trying to pull away her hands that grabbed my shirt, but damn, she doesn't want to let it go.

So I just let it be and let out a sigh. "No. I'm not, Jen. But fuck... you take me as an idiot huh? You thought I didn't know about you and Han?" I furrowed my eyebrows. I looked at her, disappointed clearly in my facial expression. "He fucked you, didn't he? You let him do it...right after... our breakup." I really wanna laughing at this situation right now. Serve me right, huh? So this is what people call karma. What's happening to Han before, also happens to me now. Funny, it happens to be with the same woman.