ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

Our choice : 2015 (Part 3)

<2015>

Lisa

I miss her.

I don't know when I started to see her in this way. It just happened. One day, I woke up then realized that all I was thinking about was Y/n Bae.

She's sweet, kind, gentle, and caring. Should I carry on bragging about her? I like her. Like, a lot. What should I do?

"Hey." Y/n greeted me, smiling softly towards me which I gladly returned with my sweetest smile before she was sitting beside me. This morning, she just randomly called me up because she wanted me to accompany her to study here in the library. "How are you?" she began her conversation after she settled down her things on the table. "I'm good... just kinda busy with my assignment... hmm I can't even hang out with my friends' cause of that," I replied while pouting a little.

"Oh well, at least you did your job as a student... but am I not bothering you though by suddenly, y'know? Calling you to be here to accompany me." Y/n opened up her glasses case and then wore her glasses carefully. Look at her being so cute and precious. My heart can't handle it well if she's like this.

Y/n turned around to look behind her and then back to me. "What's wrong, Lisa?" I just realized that I was staring at her while smiling. I brought my attention to my laptop immediately to begin my new assignment, but I still replied to her.

"Nothing... It's just you... being unfair here... it's illegal being that cute, Y/n." I heard Y/n chuckle softly. "It's illegal being a smooth talker, too, Lisa." she ruffled my hair gently, then stood up to search for a reference book.

*bzzt bzzt*

I picked up my phone cause I thought it was mine that vibrated. It wasn't mine. I turned to Y/n's phone, MyotherHalf🖤 calling... Oh, my... I can feel that my heart dropped when I saw that nickname. Is this Jennie Kim or someone else? Am I too late? I'm stunned by that. I—

I felt a hand on my shoulder, "Lisa... I found an interesting book... look." Y/n whispered excitedly while showing me a unique-looking kind of book. She was smiling happily but then frowned because I didn't respond to her. I just looked at her blankly. Y/n put down the book and then grabbed my right hand gently when she already sat beside me.

"What's wrong, Lisa? You look pale... ah why are you crying?" she asked softly, squeezing my hand tenderly. I'm crying? I wiped my left cheek. Yeah, my tears are trying to escape. Don't be like this, Lisa. It's not like you didn't see this thing going to happen one day. "I'm fine... maybe my eyes are just tired... you know how assignments can tire us..." lame. I know. But what can I say?

Y/n was staring at me silently. I know she can see it, the fact that I'm lying right on her face. "Okay... if you say so." she smiled and then squeezed my hand a little.

*bzzt bzzt*

Y/n took her phone and then stared at her phone's screen for a while. Then she turned her attention to me, her phone still vibrating. Blinking for a moment before she took her glasses off and put them on the table, "I gotta take this call outside, I'll be quick."

Y/n

"Jen.." I picked it up immediately when I was already out of the library. "Y/n... where are you?" now she's looking for me, huh? "Like usual... library... where were you last night?" I knew where she was, actually; it was just me trying to test her. I looked down at my sneakers cause I remembered last night I'm calling up her phone like crazy and then searching for her anxiously only to find out that she was partying at 'one of fucking jerk that trying to get into her pants' house. And last night was our first fight as a couple.