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Being with you was a blessing for me,
Staying with you was my happiness,
Stuck with you was my fate,
And falling for you was my intention.Y/n
Argh... fuck this shit.
Every time I close my eyes, I see her. Every time I woke up, the first thing that appeared in my mind was her. Even in my dream, she was there!
Can you fucking move on, Y/n?
You shouldn't be thinking about Jennie. I know... I fucked up. I tried to make myself busy with my new job, busy with my mom and my big sister, busy with my friends, and busy with Lisa sometimes... but at the end of the day especially at night, all I thought about was Jennie. And she's not helping at all with her phone calls, her texts. That heartless bit—
*click, bang* My door was opened and closed by someone. "Y/n, my honey," she called me. I looked at her tiredly. I'm lying lazily on my couch while watching TV since I'm tired of thinking about Jennie again after I'm done reviewing some paperwork for tomorrow. "Lisa, my poo... you got free time to be here, huh? And what is this?" I asked her whilst following her from behind when she made her way to my kitchen.
(A/N: girlfriend sapa ni? Hot af🥴)
"Well, I did promise that I would be here tonight... right?" she said without looking at me because she was busy getting out the food that she bought from the plastic bag and moving it to the plates carefully. I just nodded and then smiled.
"You bought a fried chicken! Thank you." I said happily, then tried to snatch a drumstick from the plate and Lisa just let me do it. "But I thought you didn't like chicken?" I tasted the drumstick, and well damn, thank you, Mom, for letting me be here and alive to taste this amazing food. "But it's your favorite, right?" she said while crossing her arms and smiling sweetly at me. I looked up and I almost choked when I saw her beautiful smile.
Damn... since when is Lisa this extra gorgeous? Ugh, my heart.
Lisa
No. She's not mine yet.
I know she can't move on from Jennie yet. And me? I'm an idiot that hopelessly hangs on Y/n. I love her too damn much now. So I stay by her side loyally.
Even though it hurt me, I stayed with her when she drank herself. When she started to question herself while drunk. Calling Jennie while drunk. Yelling at her angrily through the phone. Crying and begging Jennie to stop 'torturing' her mind and always whispering how she still wants Jennie at the end of their phone calls. Until she passed out in my arms.
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