ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

Our choice : 2015 (Part 2)

<2015>

Jennie

Every person has a secret. Either it's a bad one that's gonna mess up your life or just a little secret that you would embarrass if someone knew about it. No matter how kind you are or how much you're trying to live your life without involving yourself with any dirty things, you always have your secret.

My secret? It's a dirty one. But I fucking love it because in that secret there's only me and her on it. It makes me more happy when she's my first and I always get her first. Except being in a real relationship. She's so stupid. She gave up her happiness only because of her best friend.

Han. Han. Han. All about this guy.

What about me? I thought she was happy with me. I thought she was gonna fight for me when I was confessing to her. It hurts me. I'm trying to be happy with Han. I'm trying to give my everything to him. I'm trying to give him a chance. But I can't. I can't when my heart is already with her. She's selfish but at the same time, she's also selfless.

So unfair.

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<Shall we take a little peek at what exactly happened between Y/n and Jennie on that night? Let's start>

<At night>

Y/n (In her rented room)

I'm typing my assignment carefully and then proofreading it over and over again since I have to send it early before my morning class.

After I proofread it, I could feel that my eyesight was blurred a little, and it made me take off my glasses. I pinched my eyes gently. Then I'm stretching my back. "Argh... that feels good." then I turned to look outside of my window.

It's raining. I didn't even realize it.

I'm standing up from my chair and went to my window just to enjoy the sounds and the scenery out of my window. Ahh... I love this vibe.

*knock, knock*

"Y/n? You still up?" I moved forward lazily to my door. I opened it just enough to see my housemate that knocked. "What's up?" I smiled. "Thank god, you are still up. There's someone who wants to meet you... and she doesn't look so good... demands for you to meet her right now." I raised an eyebrow in confusion and then proceeded to go down to the main door.

"Jennie?" I saw her standing outside while hugging herself, shivering in the cold. What the heck was she doing here? She's wearing her usual outfit for a party. She... was she from some party?

"Yeah! It's Jennie, the Queen of our college. No wonder she looks so familiar... and don't be mad at me, she's the one that didn't want to come in unless she saw you." my housemate put her hands up, trying to avoid me from scolding her. So I just sighed softly then jogged upstairs to my room quickly to take my fresh new towel after I invited Jennie to come inside.

I'm wrapping it around Jennie gently. "Come with me, Jen." Jennie just followed me obediently. I opened my door room. But Jennie didn't come inside. She looks so sad and cold. So I hold her hand gently. Made her sit on my study chair. I turned to close my door and then searched for some night clothes for Jennie.

"Y/n..." I looked at Jennie immediately after I put down the clothes on my bed. "Yeah?" she's crying while looking at me. I rushed to her quickly. "Hey... what's wrong?" I'm kneeling and then looking up at her. Cupped her cheeks carefully, wiping her tears. "Han... he slept with that Kimmy girl... I never knew he was gonna cheat on me like this, Y/n..." I'm frowning. "He what?" I couldn't believe it when I heard it. "It hurts, Y/n... I can't believe it... I saw it with my own eyes... why did he do this to me?" I'm sitting on the floor while staring at her. She's wiping her tears as it's falling down her cheeks.