ᴄʜᴏɪᴄᴇ: ʟᴏᴠᴇ & ʟᴏʏᴀʟᴛʏ

Love? : 2023 (2)

<2023>

I asked myself,

Did I ever let you go?

Do my feelings for you have faded away?

Am I truly not caring about you anymore?

Or am I just blocking it out so that the idea of you won't hurt me anymore?

*Y/n's office, midnight

Y/n

It has happened since last year. I don't even know who or why, someone send me those flowers. Flowers that remind me of Lisa. It's not like I hate it or something but... at least tell me who you are...

I approached my desk and then held it in my hand. "Hey, there..." a bunch of yellow daisies, here again. No name, no card at all on it. Just flowers. I kept staring at it, they shine like you. I'm smiling unconsciously before dropping my smile slowly and I sigh softly. I turned my attention to the glass vase that my late fiancée bought for me. The yellow daisies in it are almost dead now. I'm not good in terms of taking care of something like this.

Usually, it was my late fiancée who changed it for me while nagging me playfully. I found myself smiling longingly because of those beautiful memories with her.

*ringing* I took my phone that I put on the desk and saw an unknown number on it. I picked it up after putting the flowers on top of my desk carefully. "Hello?" I greeted softly. I massaged my right shoulder using my free hand while waiting for the other line to reply. I just arrived at my office after the late meeting and am getting ready to go home after picking up some files that I need.

When I sat down, "Baby?". I raised an eyebrow in confusion when I heard that. I looked at my phone after I pulled it away from my ear and then put it to my ear again. "Excuse me? But who is this?" I heard a woman hiccup before she chuckled lightly. "Where are you? Umm... I am mi—miss you... can you... ughh... can y—you take me home?" when she spoke again, I knew immediately who was calling me this late at night. I looked at my wristwatch watch 12:21 am. And she's drunk?

"Jen? Are you drunk?" I asked her tiredly. I heard she's giggling before answered me. "Umm... I don't know but I miss you..." This time I massaged my temple lightly. As much as I don't like her anymore, I'm worried about her so I made my way to her whereabouts.

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*NavyLight's club
*still Y/n's POV

"Jen? Let's go." I said as soon as my eyes landed on her, she turned to look at me then grinning at me. I grabbed her forearm gently. She stood up, wrapped her arms around my waist, and put her head on my chest. Snuggling a bit onto it. I put my hands on her back instinctively to prevent her from falling back.

"I miss you, baby." I scanned around to search for someone familiar or someone who maybe went here with her. But it seemed like she was alone. "Did you come here alone?" she looked up at me and then smiled. She shook her head vigorously. "Umm... I don't remember but man... I'm here with a man." after she said that, someone grabbed my left shoulder. "That's mine, dude. Find someone else." I furrowed my eyebrows. Who is this?