relationships are great until you don't see eye to eye with one another.
stubbornness, insecurity, and arguments don't mix well when you're trying to make a relationship work.
can a relationship survive when insecurity and distance is involved? will...
today i woke up not in the best mood. i was kind of crushed daniel couldn't come over last night, especially when i had to eat the dinner all alone. but there was no time for sulking now, i had school and work today. so i got up and got dressed, fixed my hair and makeup, and headed to the ucla campus.
i go to ucla with an english major, hoping to get into publishing in the future... but for now being a receptionist is fine with me. i'd always dreamed of going to ucla when i was little, no other schools ever crossed my mind so when i got in, i was beyond excited.
that's a big reason as to why i'm not even considering going with the guys on tour... i know i could always do online, but it's not the same. i've wanted this for so long and worked so hard to get here... i'm not just going to do online school just to follow my boyfriend around on tour across the country.
that may sound selfish, but to me it doesn't. as much as i love daniel, i can live with long-distance for a few months. daniel doesn't really see that though, he's never had to worry about college like i have. i don't blame him for it, he just doesn't get it though.
𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧 after 4 classes this morning and then working all afternoon, i'm exhausted. i crashed down on my couch at the exact time my phone started buzzing in my pocket... it was daniel. "hey baby, what's up?" he said eagerly into the line "hey, just got home" i tiredly mumbled back.
"are we still hanging out tonight? i told zach we'd go out with him and kay tonight, like a double date, they said they were going bowling and i told them we'd come too" he stated. "that sounds fun, but i was just hoping to stay in tonight... i'm really tired" i replied.
"oh, well i guess i can cancel... you still want to hang out with me though... right?" he said laughing. "of course i do... just a relaxing night at home though" i replied. "alright then i'll be over in 20" he said "drive safe" i added, and then we hung up. ___________________________________
