The Color Blue

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I was afraid of Billie leaving the room but instead she stood up and angrily confronted the girl who made the room a dark grey. "What the fuck is wrong with you!" Billie yelled and Gia sorta looked confused, thinking Billie would be mad at me. "You know she's not in a good space and you took advantage of her?" She yelled and Gia stayed silent. "You need to go bro I'll fucking pay for your hotel room and ticket back but you need to leave before I get more angry" Billie yelled, "you're not even going to ask me for my side?" Gia asked but before Billie could answer I closed the balcony door and sat out. The lights were making my colors calm down and therefor it made my heart stop racing. I started to cry because I wanted to tell the blue eyed girl before anything went down but I didn't. "Hey hey why are you crying" Billie asked sitting down and pulling me on top of her. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you" I mumbled, "it's not your fault, she wanted to make me angry and used you when you were in a difficult spot" she said wiping my face and grabbing the blanket from earlier and pulled it on top of us. "I'm still sorry" I mumbled and she kissed my forehead. "I'm sorry for leaving when you needed me, I just felt afraid because there was so many feelings" she said and I nodded in understanding. We stayed quiet for a minute and she finally talked. "When you left homecoming the color left" she said and I looked at her. "My world was so beautiful full of color but I didn't understand it was because of you" she said and I smiled. "Is that all you understand?" I asked, "no but we can talk about it when the room isn't spinning" she said and I laughed. "You're like Picasso or some shit" she said referring to me lighting up with colors and I laughed. "The guys left by the way" she added and I nodded. "Let's go inside it's freezing and the blanket was covered in snow" I said and Billie laughed before kissing my head and pulling us inside. If that's not what turns her red what is?