I opened my apartment door and was embraced quickly by my taller boys. "We missed you so much" cal said kissing my forehead. "I miss you guys" I said. After a while we were all sitting in my room and I knew they wanted to question me. "You guys have 10 minutes to ask me questions" I mumbled. "Why did you come to NYU instead of going home?" Cal asked, "New York feels more like home then home does" I answered. "What was so bad that changed you so much?" Micheal asked concerned. "I don't talk about it" I mumbled and he nodded. "You we're going to get married, what happened?" Luke asked, "we don't talk about Daniel okay?" I said and they all nodded. Daniel was my beautiful pink. My beautiful beautiful boy. "Why aren't you with your parents?" Ash asked. "They moved to Texas, I personally do not want to live there" I said. "Last time we saw her was the Grammys, with her girlfriend Olivia" Luke said and relief filled me knowing that the 17 year old that loved me was happy and growing into a new person now at 20 years old. She was so successful and it allowed me to find peace with myself after seeing her lose the blue for me and point it towards someone new. I'm getting ahead of myself, I'm getting ahead of how I'm here and how I live in New York now with James and Joey aren't I? I always get ahead of myself when I avoid things. But let's start with Daniel? My beautiful beautiful boy. He made the grey go away and pointed all his colors to me to color me even if he struggled on coloring me blue. Daniel was truly the love of my life. But the universe is a fucked up place with fucked up people and fucked up feelings. And that fucked up person took away Danny, the boy who was an angel on earth.
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The Color Blue
FanfictionI like to believe that the stars aligned when we loved each other because she was red, I was grey and our love was the color blue.
