Toriano Jackson Oneshots

family affairs pt4

((I cried writing the begging))
Marleys POV

I was chilling with Marlon in his room. We were watching a random talk show until they started talking more about the jogging girl. I cannot get away from her I can't get away from myself.. Then I stopped paying attention. Marlon looked at me "hey jogger girl. You're cute as hell" I smirked at him "sharp talk for an "almost 14" year old. Your daddy wouldn't be to pleased with that."

He rolled his eyes "you make fun of me for being young. But for number one, so are you! And number two you're the one in my house, in my room, and in my bed. Aren't you? Shoot, and you look.. astoundingly gorgeous while doing it" he had a point. I mushed him in the face "Gorgeous? That's a good word... Mar, you're too grown for your own good" I giggled. He raised an eyebrow "Yeah well, when you perfom in front of half naked women and horny ass men as a child, that's kind of what happens." He shook his head "none of those women were as gorgeous as you though" he put his head on my shoulder.

I have this soft spot for Marlon. Me and him are alike. Young, dumb, in love, and clueless. But smart.. me and him are second closest in age, we are both Pieces, we both flirt with Jaiden and have a thing for hula hooping. We both have a soft spot for Michael... we are chill. He's like me but genderbent. And younger. And probably more traumatized. Then I realized the big game is tonight and I got up. "Mar, can you walk with me to school in like a half an hour? The game is tonight and the head cheerleader has to be there!" I giggled.

He looked at me "you sure you're gonna be alright after.. yesterday?" He cupped my cheeks and I nodded "Yes Mar, thank you for being concerned about me." He smiled and pecked my lips. I giggled softly and looked at him "I'll give you a real kiss. After the game." I got up "my uniform is in La Toya's room, I'll be riiight back" I ran off and giggled.

I dunno man, Marlon is cute as hell..

After a little joking with La Toya, I put on my cheer uniform and went back to Marlon's room, laying on his bed. I don't know where he went so I closed my eyes.

I haven't been alone since yesterday honestly.. it's nice... being left in my thoughts, y'know? It's nice. I kept thinking how hard this decision is going to be and how I don't wanna break their hearts and... they're all such sweet people and great friends.

I sat up and started crying. Why did I get myself into this? I wished I had never come over here and yet, it was the best decision ever. I'd just be the one girl who's dad left and who's mom is never home and hasn't even noticed she's been gone for days. She runs and dances and no one knows who she actually is. She walks the school halls and is constantly "playing hard to get" because she ignores and declines the boys who are almost guaranteed to break her heart. Who want her for attention, maybe press coverage? Sex, fame, anything really.

But now, I'm over here, talking to these boys who are heads over heels for me. And their attention feels different. I talk to them and know that they really do care. They don't wanna use me, they don't wanna use my body... if it's even mines at this point. They love me for me and it's an amazing feeling! The bad part is knowing I am going to choose and break someones heart... hell, I'd break my own heart.

I continued crying and heard Marlon come in "Mar- Marley, are you okay?" He walked over and hugged me. I looked "you're always going to love me, right? Even if I don't choose you, even if something happens?"

He wiped my tears away "of course, Marley! If you don't choose me, we'll eventually grow apart. You'll have cutie little mini you's and I'll have cutie little mini me's. You'll have whoever you choose, I'll have my wife and I'll love my wife, of course! But my love for you will always always be there, Marley! Why are you asking?"

I looked up at him "I don't wanna miss us, Marlon! I don't wanna miss your hugs and touch and lips.. your cute ass sweet talking. Your jokes and your snuggles and... I- I just don't want you to feel like I don't love you because I chose someone else, that's simply ridiculous and untrue! I love you all so so much and if I could have you all, I would!" He rubbed my back and sighed sadly.