Wish You Were Here (Spider-man/Peter parker x Reader)

Chapter 26

Normal Pov

It's been almost two months since you've been at the new facility. In this short time you have become an exemplar soldier. Learned the ins and outs of the facility and where you can and can't go. You have a lot more freedom here than at the old base. Now you can actually walk around without being dragged everywhere. You also get to eat in the cafeteria. Even though you couldn't care less where you eat you still take advantage of the amenity. You have properly learned your place in the Hydra base that being at the bottom. You didn't give a shit though. You do as your told and you get to go to bed at the end of the day. That's all you want.

Along side finding your place at the facility, Nadia has been rigorously conditioning you with the simulations. At the beginning the levels were easy to pass but when the holograms started to move and fight back you started to lose more and more. With every loss another electric shock. With the amount of times you've been shocked they've had to severely up the wattage because you kept getting used to it.

Mentally, killing the holograms is easy now. You think of it as more of a video game rather than conditioning. Each time you win a round of conditioning the level gets harder, the terrain changes, and you fight a different Avenger. What started off as shooting one of them tied up in a chair has become a full-on battle between you and an enemy in the various corridors of the new hydra base. At this point you've fought all of them in every corner of the facility your permitted in multiple times. However, since you've advanced so far in the training the enemies have gotten closer to their actual strength. While you can easily beat most of the Avengers Thor, Hulk, Scarlet Witch, and Vision give you the most trouble. You'd be lucky if you'd beat them in a fight.

One good thing to come out of this new training is that your drastically less injured then the previous "training" with Solovoy. Killing the Avengers is just another daily task. It's like an escape for you at this point. Trying constantly to beat your newest high score. They're please and cries for help no longer affect you.

just like a video game.

Sometimes after a training session you are taken into a room where you're poked and prodded by various people in lab coats. They'll do tests on you, take samples, and try to "awaken" something inside you. You have no idea what they're trying to "awaken" and you couldn't give less of a damn what it is. Its like you forgot how to care about anything. If someone hits you, you brush it off. If someone takes a painful tissue sample you don't bat an eye. Every time Peter calls out your name screaming the I love yous, it doesn't move your heart an inch.

This lack of empathy doesn't bug you though. Because now nothing can hurt you. It's like any remnants of the person you once were is now gone, replaced by a stone cold shell of a person. They've even stopped calling you Mrs. Stark. Now they refer to you as сломанный (slomannyy). You don't know what it means and you don't care either. As long as you get to sleep at the end of the day you could care less what they do or say to you.

At the moment you are laying in your sleeping quarters when you see Nadia walk up to your door and open it with the key.

"Today is a very special daaaay" she says in a singsong voice, her thick accent coating her words. You get up and salute her as you always do muttering a "hail Hydra" as she dismisses you.

"I've gotten news that our scientist might have cracked the code on how to awaken your 'special abilities' as they called them." As Nadia spoke she motion for you to follow her. You did as instructed and followed exactly six inches behind her as you were taught.

"How do you feel about getting a little fresh air?" She suggest. You knew her question was rhetorical. They always are. You haven't been outside since you were transferred to the new base. Despite your lack of uninterest you were still a little curious to see what was out there. Nadia lead you through maze of hallways that you weren't usually permitted to go into. You ended up at the entrance of the base. Having only been there once before curiosity gets the better of you and you start to look around. You noticed through the front windows a big weaponized truck which you assumed was for you.