𝗺𝗰𝘆𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀 [𝘀𝗺𝘂𝘁,𝗳𝗹𝘂𝗳𝗳,𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁]

right? [georgenap] 💛

georgenap go ahhh

fluff. i hate it. but you guys ask you shall receive.

cw: some happy bs

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all sapnap wanted to do was hear it.

he knew that george was horrible at expressing his feelings and he knew that the brunette obviously loved him.

but sometimes it did hurt the younger to not hear his boyfriend actually say it.

8 months into the relationship they had finally moved in together and sapnap was happy that he could now feel his lover whenever he wanted.

sapnap could now see that george showed his love through actions like hugs and kisses and cuddles.

the two were cuddled up together on the couch after a long day of streaming and working.

"george" sapnap said softly.

"hm?"

"do you love me? i don't want to push you to say it and you don't have to till you're ready but you do love me right?" sapnap spoke his voice cracking. what if george said no? what if this whole time george didn't actually love him. i mean, we all know that's not true but still.

george turned his head towards the other who had tears in their eyes, "yes. i do" he offered a small sad smile, mostly mad at himself he couldn't just say it.

in the past saying 'i love you' had only been used against him. with broken promises and pleads that love will fix it. with cheating and even mental scars. it would always end with, 'if you love me you will stay'

love failed him in the worst way possible. all love was like to him was pain and suffering.

but sapnap changed that for him.

sapnap showed his that love is actually a good thing. that love isn't weak or something to be held against someone. it's a connection better than blood and deeper then the ocean.

a three letter phrase that can change someone's whole persona. that can save someone's life.

love isn't something that can be forced but it also can be faked.

but real love, it's more than words, more than a promise. it's a testament to life itself a god given wish of eternal freeness within a person to give there compassion too.

love is more than love. love was if anything, life.

love gave you life.

sapnap gave george life.

"i'm sorry george- i didn't mean to overstep-" sapnap stutters out trying to blink back tears.

george pulled him into a sweet kiss that tasted like his cherry chapstick. he pulled away from sapnap, but still stayed close. there lips only a inch apart that they could feel each others breath.

"i love you sapnap" george said quietly.

sapnap eyes lit up at the statement. his mind took in the words in a wave of happiness.

"you love me?" sapnap said breathless.

george pulled him into another kiss, " yes. i. love. you."

"i love you too george"

sometimes people will lie. and sometimes you could just tell when people are the sincerest that they could be. when there voice is laced with profoundness and you can read them like a book.

george loved him.

and sapnap knew that, before he said the words.

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(wc: 656)

-fluff is just so happy... i hate it.

-quick story time tho, there was actually someone i met here on wattpad and we became really good friends. but sometimes things just don't work out and i loved her.

why am i telling you this?

because us no longer talking really broke me, the fact that i gave my love and i still was able to fuck it up and ruin something great.

i just wanted to say, saying 'i love you' won't always be a fix for everything and it is true that sometimes being apart is better than be together.

but, i will still always love her because that was my testament to her.

-but n e ways, i have a shit ton of homework so bye bye

-angelina <3