𝗺𝗰𝘆𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀 [𝘀𝗺𝘂𝘁,𝗳𝗹𝘂𝗳𝗳,𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁]

georgenap [angst] 🖤

cw: lime
tw: mentions self harm

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january 9th, 2021

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the day was finally here, and sapnap couldn't wait.

with the visa finally approved and the new year approaching, he was absolutely ecstatic about his best friend coming to live with him and dream.

he would no longer have to endure the pain of having a whole ocean between him and george. no more sleep calls and private discord messages, even hushed pants and moans of the other; so close yet so far.

they haven't established there relationship as such, nor do they talk about the calls on stream.

but god, after steams when george would whisper such calming words into his mic, soothing and assuring the other that everything will be okay. sapnap couldn't help but bare love for the boy.

the countless times george would let the other cry on call due to stress, calm him down from panic attacks, even facetime him at the craziest of hours to make sure sapnap got his sleep.

mental health had always been a big part of their situation-ship. it's the reason they had gotten to the point to spill their guts out to each other in the first place.

after that, it has been an rollercoaster of emotions. but the two always got through it, they always won the battle and never gave up.

and now; five months later, the two were finally going to meet.

after pacing for hours, cleaning up the others room countless times and worrying dream to death they finally stood in the airport.

sapnap looked around, as he stood there in place. anxiety oozed out of him tenfold until he felt someone lightly tap his shoulder.

he turned around to be met with hazel brown eyes and a beautiful pearly white smile,

"g-george?" sapnaps voice was shaky as he spoke softly,

george could only smile as he steeped closer to the shaking boy, "it's me love, me and only me," his words were soft, almost that if they would go any higher then it would scare him.

"george!" sapnap giggled as he threw his arms around the brunette, engulfing him in a tight hug.

he just now realized that george ended up being the taller one, "i'm here, i'm here," george said as he ran his fingers through saps hair. he then tilted saps chin up and watched as hot tears fell from his eyes,

"shh, don't cry..i'm here and never leaving,"

and although george would always keep that promise, no he wouldn't dare to break it...seemingly, others had different plans in mind.

or did he? did sapnap plan to drop so low or was a frankly just an impulse?

why would sapnap ever decide to leave his lover...?

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january 12th

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his hair was so soft, delicate, the only way sapnap could describe it.

it felt like absolute heaven to be able to run his fingers through george's hair, inhale his scent of sweet syrup, even to taste the man himself.

the kisses they shared of bliss were absolutely delicious for sapnap, he hadn't been able to take his hands off the other.

sapnap wasn't one for affection, but damn, they way their bodies would tangle so nicely together and they created a nice heat was just so addicting.

to the point where it hurt to separate after,