𝗺𝗰𝘆𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁𝘀 [𝘀𝗺𝘂𝘁,𝗳𝗹𝘂𝗳𝗳,𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁]

flowers [karlnap] 🖤

[three lines: ——— is a flashback]
[this story goes from present to past, it's not really complicated you'll be able to understand]

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"you sure you'll be okay seeing him alone? i can go with you if you want?" george said as he stood in the doorway of his home that sapnap had been staying at.

"yeah i should be fine, i'm going to get him flowers on my way there" sapnap replied back calmly, not wanting to start crying.

"okay, be safe! call me if you need me okay?" george offered a smile to the other.

"okay i will"

sapnap walked into the car and drove to the flower shop to pick karl up some light yellow roses.

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"ooo, roses on first date? fancy!" karl giggled, "and there yellow! my favorite"

"yeah, anything for my amazing boyfriend" sapnap also giggled handing the flowers to karl then grabbing his hand and dragging him to the car.

"where are we going?" karl asked cheerfully.

"somewhere special"

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"omg sapnap it's beautiful" excitement filled karl's voice as his eyes lit up with light.

how could someone so perfect be so broken inside.

the flower field was there special place, a place of love and happiness. a place where you could stand there and forget everything around you.

you're the only one there, standing in place. all your problems leave you and you're like a new person on the outside.

on the outside though-

"i'm glad you like it so much, i was a bit worried" sapnap scratched the back of his neck nervously, offering an awkward smile.

karl turned to the other and gave him a sweet kiss, "it's perfect" karl whispered into the others ear.

they stood there together, enjoying each other's warmth. the heat radiating off of karl was so sweet, the sun of jealous.

the time they had together was so precious to sapnap.

"you'll never leave me right?" sapnap whispered

"never" karl whispered back.

lies.

———

"what happened to never leaving me?" sapnap whispered now as he knelt down to polished grave imbedded in the ground.

he's in the cemetery, where karl is.

he placed the yellow roses at the top of the headstone sitting down next to it.

"it's okay karl, i blame myself, not you, i'm sorry i didn't see the pain you were in"

———

"karl i'm home! i bought you new flowers!" sapnap called out from the door of there shared home.

there was no response.

sapnap became increasingly worried, karl always would run down the stairs as fast as possible to see the other.

"karl...?" sapnap called out again as he walked up the stairs. he opened there shared bedroom door and saw karl there sleeping.

oh, he's just sleeping sapnap thought to himself

he walked up to the bed and lightly shook karl.

"karl, come on wake up i bought you more flowers!" sapnap whispered.

no response.

"karl?" sapnap shook him a little harder.

no response.

"karl wake up, this isn't funny" sapnap worries increased. as he dropped the flowers down to his side.

no response.

sapnap checked karl's pulse.

nothing.

"karl?! karl oh my god, karl wake up!" he shook the boys body more as tears fell down into his cheeks.

"karl! please no no no"

cpr, mouth to mouth, 911

the ambulance came up the stairs with a body bag, instead of a hospital bed.

———

"i'm sorry you had to deal with your epilepsy alone my love, why didn't you ever tell me?"

but there was no response from karl.

because karl was dead.

karl didn't know his epilepsy would get really bad, he thought it would be okay. he thought he wouldn't even have to tell sapnap. most of his seizures only happened when he was alone anyways.

he didn't want to tell sapnap that one day he might die because of it.

he himself didn't want to think that one day he might die.

that one day while he was taking a quick nap, his world would come to an end.

"it was never meant to be my love was it?" sapnap whispered again.

he touched the boy headstone, trailing his fingers on the letters lightly. letting one single tear fall onto it.

"but at least you have your flowers, i know you've always liked your flowers"

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(wc: 716)

-bye this is sad
-love you guys as always

-angelina🌸