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"It's hurt that U will Never Look at me
The way I Want U ".
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All lecture I just wrote down my notes .
I don't want to face any one I don't even want to talk to anybody. After assigning the assignment she left the class .
" Lily ???". I turn and look at him.
" Are you still mad ?". I just shrug and
pick up my bag and phone.
" Look , I am sorry ". I Stand up and
glare at him . He look kind ashamed
of himself . I feel eyes on me and I
without any doubt I know whom
they belong to.
" We will talk outside ". i mutter.
Jackson warped his arms around
me a sigh my back is still hurting
me like a bitch.
" You fine ?". I nod jungkook was still
busy looking at me.
" Yeah just my headache hit me
pretty badly this time ". I lie to
cover up the truth .
I sat on the grass and drew my knees
to my chest . Jackson sat beside me.
" I am sor..".
" why did you left so early ?? Without
even waking me up?".
" Huh ??.... Yeahh .... the first thing I saw
when I woke up was jungkook laying
on the couch ... and I guess that you
both had a fight ... Over me...., So
I don't wanted to add trouble for you".
" Yeahh , I guess we both had a fight .
It's nothing new . But you should have
waked me up beacuse I was worried
sick about you "
" I am sorry ".
" Just stop saying sorry over and over
again . I hate this word ".
" I shouldn't have insulted you that
way ".
" You hited my sour nerve , haven't
I told you my scandalous feelings ?".
" I know I know ".
" but you still did that?? I hate to admit
but your words hurted me , even
though I know they were true but still
It hurts. You know how much I love
him , if it were in my hands i will
have unloved him a long ago ".
" Just please forgive me".
" I was not mad at you , I just can't
mad at you . It was just that , I was
hurt ".
You know the community in which
I am living always diss at me , just
like jungkook did . My parents death
is the most painfull memory of
my life. And jungkook think it's
fine to joke about them.
Even jungkook wants me to leave me
all alone. I don't know what is the problem with , what is the reason
that they hates me so much.
I think its pathetic of me to stay with
these kind of people because they
way they treat me is not right.
I should stay alone with respect. Why
am I living here when I have no
respect.
But I can't leave him , i spent all my life
for the these thoughts that maybe
someday he will feel the same .
Maybe he will love me the way i am
loving him.
" What you want to eat ?".
His voice brings me back to reality.
And what I saw was pure shocked to
me. I was sitting on the chair on the
cafe . I didn't even know how am I
here .
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