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Grieve, so that you can you be free to
feel something .
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"jungkook ". I got startled when I
saw him lying there comfortably.
What he is doing here . All the blood
drain from my body . He saw me
naked for the first time. There is
a boy laying on my bed .
" What are you doing here ?" I got the
courage and hiss.
" I like the view ". How dare he say
something like that to me when he
himself love another girl. Ava .
Even her name is beautiful I can't
find a one reason for jungkook to
not love her.
" Excuse me ??" I mutter and took
deep breaths.
" I like the view " Now I am mad so
fucking mad . He didn't even tell me
that his cousin is back I didn't even
know why she go . Why she just
despair like that .
" I have asked you so many questions .
And this all you have got ?". I cried
through clenched teeths.
I have been lying to myself If i say
that it doesn't have any effect on me.
" Unbelievable ".
" Yes !!!! Unbelievable " His expression
harden's.
" What ??" There was no mistaking
his meaning.
" Don't act like you don't know ". He
meet my gaze and roll his eyes.
I backed away , taking few steps
away nearly touching my back to
the wall.
" I don't know what about you are
talking "
" You were on date with Jackson ".
" What !!!" I risked raising my eyes
to his , knowing the danger of looking
deep into his chocolate brown eyes.
" This is all you got to answer ?".
I am not sure why he is saying
that even if he saw me with him ,
it doesn't mean that we are a
couple or something.
" I was not on date . We were just
eating dinner " I spit it out and toss
my head from side to side.
" Why am I not surprised with your
lies ?" In this moment I don't know
of I am more terrified or annoyed.
" Because jungkook that was not lies.
I'm not in habit of lying like some
people ". I spit out the shit I have
been feeling for quite a long.
" You are saying this shit to me right
in my face That I Iie to you ".
After a moment of hesitation I forced
myself to give him an answer.
" I didn't specify that you are the one
who lies " I pushed my wet
hair away from my face.
" Good one , But the fact that you
literally said that to me when no one
is here . So that's mean it was for me ".
Paralyzed I stare into his eyes ,
rapid heartbeat pounding in my
ears.
" No jungkook I was saying the facts "
Casting my eyes downward , I
choked out.
" Oh really ". i just shrug I was never
going to day this to him I never plan
to say this.
But here I'm .......
" Where did you saw me ?" I
" Does this matter ?"
" Yes !! Its matter "
" No it doesn't matter to me "
" Then why are you asking me ? if you
dont care ?"
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