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" So I try and drink my emotions
till I can't feel my heart ".
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I prepared dinner for me . What if he will come home late and demand dinner .
Then what will I tell him ? I prepared for him too just incase he comes .
But little did I know in my heart that he will not come home . Please be safe jungkook i pray.
Tomorrow is University day . I have to press jungkook clothes and mine too .
I ironed his clothes and mine then I ate my dinner alone . It was so tough not
a bite goes down my mouth .
I look at the clock all the time maybe
he will come . But time was ticking so fast and there was no sign of jungkook.
I went to my room and sat on bed waiting for him . It's jungkook routine to come home late till midnight.
I lay and checked my phone . I have
miss calls from jackson . My best friend. I only have one friend , beside him I have no one .
I dialed his number many times. It rang a few times he picked up at last.
" Hello ".
" Did something happened?". He asked.
His voice husky and deep showing he
was asleep .
" No ... I have seen your calls so I
thought I should call you back ". I said
softly .
" You lost your mind girl. I was sleeping
Girl .... Do you see the time its 12 : 30
pm ". He is a drama queen.
" OKAY SO , YOU ARE FINE I'M SO FINE
I should probably cut the call then .
Goodnight. Love you ". I cut the call .
And smile it's good to be happy .
Even if for short time. But it feels
good.
When I woke up again it was by the
sound of alarm . I got up took a shower
and changed my clothes into blue
crop top and black short .
Dinner was also the same untouched.
Even if he is home he never eats .
Maybe he eat something outside .
I packed all the untouched food and
put it on the counter.
I made breakfast for myself and
jungkook . Then I ate mine and get
ready for Uni . I waited for the bus .
When It comes i go and sat on the
first sit .
When I reached Jackson was waiting
for me already . I hugged him tightly .
" You smell so good Oppa ". I whisper
and look at him like I'm fake day
dreaming .
" Princess stop it ". He laughed and
I laughed together with him .
" Common we have class ". I smile and
Nod . Jackson intertwine our hands
and wink at me . I just shook my
head .
When we walked into our class I was
smiling like idiot but that smile drop
the second I saw jungkook staring
at me . His eyes was drawing
daggers at our hands . I slowly
unintertwine our hands and look
at him nervously .
He was still looking at me with his
famous cold and angry look .
" I'm dead ". I whisper. " What did you
said ?". Jackson asked I shook my
head and smile .
We sat beside each other and I open
my note book and Sir Matthew came
and we took lecture .
At the end of class Sir Matthew
announced group assignment .
" Lily and Jackson ".
" Jungkook , Lee Sora ".
" jimin ,Hana " .
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