𝑁𝑜𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑒

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐

It's funny you know,it's funny how two people can be so connected with each other yet so far apart.I miss him.I miss him a lot it hurts sometimes.I lay in bed thinking about the times we used to have before he moved away.like when we walked to the beach together and got ice cream before the seagulls came and attacked us.oh how I miss it.

I'm snapped out of my thoughts when my phone starts to buzz
"Morning Noelle how are you 😊"
My heart starts to race as I think of a reply.
"hey toms I'm good,just waiting for maeve then im of to school"
"That's good stay safe and I will talk later"
"Bye Tommy have a good day"

AFTER SCHOOL

I get home and go straight upstairs to get dressed.I put on some grey joggers and a black crop top and throw my hair up in a ponytail.today has been stressful I always feel the world is against me in everything that I do.I lay down and feel my eyes start to become heavy.before I drift of my phone starts to ring.it's Tommy.I pick up and my hands begin to shake

(A bit of back story Noelle has a lot of issues surrounding anxiety and very small things can set it if so even having to talk on the phone can make her anxiety bad)

"HEYYYYYYYYY"

"Hi Tommy"I giggle.He notices my sleepy mood

"Noelle was you asleep I can call yo-"

"No Tommy it's fine honestly if I sleep now I won't go to bed until late so your just the person to talk to"

I notice his cheeks start to turn red but don't think anything of it.

"So how was your day then elle"

"It was good"

"elle I know when your lying tell me what's wrong"

I sigh"I think school is just making me stressed and my anxiety isn't very good lately"

I see worry wash over his

"Honestly toms I'm fine you don't have to worry about me I promise I will be ok in a few days "I smile at him which makes him seem more at ease

"anyway enough about me how are you"

"I'm good me and my friends went out to the park the other day and we just messed around a bit in the outside basketball court"

"Haha that sounds like so much fun...I miss going out with you on our trips it was always the highlight of my week"

"I know but I promise I will see you soon ok?"

"You promise?"

"100%"

I giggle to myself

"Ok as long as it's soon cause this place is ten times more boring without you"

We both laugh and talk until it starts to get dark outside.we say our goodbyes and I head down for dinner.

"So who was you talking to"my mum asks

"Oh it was just toms he said he might visit soon"

"Aww that's nice hopefully it will cheer you up I know how much his company helps"

"Mummm"I blush

"Come on we all know it's true" we all start laughing

I get to bed a few hours later and make sure I listen to our song which always calms me down.

𝙿𝚕𝚊𝚢 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚃𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝙽𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝙷𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚗

Not a while after I slowly drift of.