{your POV}
I haven't seen jungkook in days. I don't know where he went, or what happened. I don't even know why he told me to leave him alone. I was so lost.
Losing my concentration in class, not listening to anyone. All i was thinking about was if he was okay. I really liked him. And i'm worried about him. More then i probably should.
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It was weekend as i walked around the dark streets. I really wanted to see him again.
I walked into the night store to buy myself some food and drinks. Until i heard an alarm go off. People screamed as they where robbing the store. Looking behind the corner i met eyes that i immediately reconised.
The guy quickly left as i gulped. Avoiding others i left the store. Seeing the big buff body turn the corner. And all i could think about was following him. Seeing him in the alley walking up some broken stairs and eneter a door.
I frown and slowly approached the stairs. Looking up i saw a hald broken wooden door. Frowning i slowly went up the stairs. Pushing open the door i slowly walked in.
Flinching once i felt a cold metal on my head. i gulped as i saw 6 guys around me.
"I told you to stay away jin-a" I heard his voice. i gulped as the metal got pushed away from my head.
"you know her?" one of those guys said, but he didn't say anything. All he did was die his cigarette and turn around.
"j-jungkook" i whispered "i-" but he broke me off.
"leave jin-a. You shouldn't be around me."
"Why! Explain me why you left jungkook!" i spoke as a tear rolled down
"jin-a y-"
"stop! stop pusching me away! i care for you jungkoook! Why did you leave?" i whined staring at him as the guys around us fell quiet
"i got thrown out of school."
"Because of that one cigarette?" i frown
"no" he mumbled "you should go"
"no" i spoke and sat down. Refusing to leave. "i stay. i had to miss you enough"
"please don't fall in love with me" he sighs
"you could have told me that before we kissed!" i glared at him "you're playing with my feelings right now jungkook"
"jin-a"
"stop" i whispered "i'm not leaving without you give me a good reason" i crossed my arms as he sighs. it was quiet for some time until he pulled me up and cupped my cheeks
"i'm doing this for your safety" he whispered. i shook my head no and hugged him as he just stood there
"i wanna be with you" i spoke
"this bitch" one of those guys spoke
"hyung, don't" jungkook spoke "jin-a leave this place. i'll meet you one day. i promise" he pushed me off. i stared at him with tears visible as i saw him gulp. "sorry" he whispered and left that room to another.
staring at that door i looked down after. slowly walking away i was crying. What could be so bad. i sigh and left th alley and went home.
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"oh? why you crying baby" mom asked, all i did was look at her and shook my head "you can tell me" she spoke
"You wouldn't understand anyway" I mumbled and left to my room.
What do i do now? I fell in love with a guy, who doesn't want me and hides everything from everyone. But why did he kiss me then?
And what did he even mean with, 'it's for your own safety'. Was he in a gang or something? I'm really lost and i want my answers.
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Skipping school day after day, ignoring my dad scolding me and left the house. Going back to the last place i saw him.
The alley.
Just then i saw his friends leave. Slowly following them they got into cars and sped off. As i cursed under my breath.
"Fuck" I whispered "what now" i bit my lip thinking. But all i could think about was
'Shit I'm crazy, what am i even doing...?'
At the end I ended walking the direction they went in and just hoped to find them somewhere.
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I've been walking for 1 hour as I stopped at a gas station and bought some drinks. Stepping out i gulped down the water and sigh.
"If I haven't burned calories yet, I don't understand it anymore" as i went on with walking.
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It was dark outside, the street lights flickering. Dogs barking and cats jumping off of trash cans.
I don't know where i ended up after this two and a half hours walk, but it was creepy. Letting out a big sigh i sat down on a old wooden bench.
Closing my eyes I almost fell asleep until i heard a loud sound. It more sounded like a shot.
Flinching i got up and looked behind me. Seeing a old abandoned garage. Suddenly spotting the cars my eyes went wide
"No way" I whispered. Slowly standing up i walked closer to the big metal doors and opened it slightly. Looking inside.
But what i saw was the shock of my life...