{ jk POV }
Hearing the front door close i sigh. Falling backwards on my bed i closed my eyes.
"Fuck" I whispered. "Only if she knew i love her"
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{ your POV }
Closing my locker i checked my phone quickly.
"Hey jin-a" jungkook appeared.
"Oh uhm hey kook" i smiled. "Hey uhm...i have to te-" but as i wanted to finish my sentence got broken off
"Hello jungkookie!" Sana appeared. I gulped and looked away. He greets her and soon left with her.
"Great" i whispered and walked away. "I should have told him yesterday" I mumbled and left.
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Indeed we made a promise, but he's acting strange. And I don't know how to act either.
I loved him dearly, and i gave him all my trust to take my virginity. But maybe that wasn't a good idea....
Lots of girls wanted jungkook, and I don't blame them. Because i want him too. But i knew he wouldn't want me...
I shouldn't have done what i did yesterday.... this will ruin our friendship in some way.
Great jin-a just great. You ruined it.
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Walking to my car i was about to open it until sana appeared.
"Hey jin-a"
"H-hi sana" i spoke
"I wanna ask you something important" she spoke making me frown.
"Oh sure what's wrong" i asked and looked at her.
"I wanna ask jungkook on a date, you got any tips for me for places he likes? Since i know you guys are best friends" she smiled.
My body froze. I gulped and looked down avoiding her gaze.
"U-uhm idk...i-"
"How can't you know? You're always together"
"Well we're mostly at each other's house or the cafe in the park but-"
"Oh great! I'll take him to the cafe! Thanks" as she left. I widen my eyes realising what i said and whined
"Good job jin-a, you're breaking your own heart" as i left home.
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"Jin-a? Can you bring this package to grandma?" My brother stepped in. "I don't have time and mom and dad aren't home"
"Yeah sure" i nodded and sigh. I got up from my bed and got ready. Taking the package along to deliver it to her.
Passing the park i looked around. Suddenly i spotted jungkook with sana in the cafe. I got stick in my moves and stared at them.
Suddenly jungkook made eye contact with me. I gulped and quickly walked away.
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{ jk POV }
I widen my eyes seeing jin-a. I was about to leave but sana stopped me.
"Yah! Where are you going?" She questioned
"U-uhm something urgent came up. I have to go. Bye" the spoke and ran put.
I swear to god she can't see this in the wring way. I need to explain her it was nothing. But suddenly i stopped running.
"Never mind...." I whispered "she doesn't love me back" as i sigh. I left home and saw my parents and brother
"Yo bro! Look what i g- what's wrong?" As they all looked at me.
"I did something horrible" I mumbled and sat down.
"Don't tell me you broke into a store!" Dad spoke
"Or failed your classes!?" Mom added as i rolled my eyes
"No and no. Maybe worse"
"What could be worse then that?" My brother asked
"M-me and jin-a had a night together...."
"What?" They frown
"She asked me to. I didn't want to because I didn't want to hurt my feelings. But i gave in. And now we're kid a distant" I explained
"Have you talked?" Mom asked
"Idk what to talk about everything is so awkward" i sigh "i was with sana and jin-a saw us. She looked shocked idk why"
"Aish you stupid" dad sigh
"She loves you too idiot. Why would she act like that anyway" my brother spoke
"You think so?"
"Ask her. And you will know." I sigh and frown. Should i ask her?
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{ your POV }
Sitting in the park with my grandmother's dog i smiled. Until i heard a deep voice.
"H-hey"
"Oh...Jungkook" i smiled slightly. He sat down next to me as it was quiet.
"Jungkook/ jin-a" we both spoke at the same time. We chuckled and sigh.
"What's wrong?" He asked
"No...you go first" i smiled. He sighs and nodded.
"I uhm wanna tell you- ask you something" he slowly spoke. He suddenly held my hand as i looked at him.
"I know i said that we should stay friends after what happened..." he started off "but i have to confess something"
My heart started beating faster, hearing his words. Looking at him i gave him all my attention.
"I didn't wanna do it because I didn't wanna feel hurt...but in all honesty i love you jin-a.... and i wanted to ask if you uhm....could give us a chance"
"Kook-"
"I'm sorry"
"I love you too" i spoke as he looked up at me shocked.
"Wait really?!" He questioned
"I asked you to do that for a reason....after it happened i slightly regretted it thinking we would lose contact. And I really lost hope after i saw you with sana"
"Sana doesn't mean anything to me, i want you jin-a" I smiled and looked at him.
He slowly leaned in and kissed me. Sharing his love with me. My heart beating fast as i felt happy.
"I love you baby" he whispered
"I love you too kook"
