{ your POV }
Crying once again in my husband's arms he held me tightly. Tears rolling down his own cheeks.
"Once again negative. Are we doing something wrong?" I sniffed out and held him tightly.
Me and jungkook where trying to get a child now for over 3 years. Every time i had symptoms from a pregnancy.
I got really really happy. At first it started with miscarriages. And later on we couldn't seem to get pregnant again.
Doctor appointment after doctor appointment. As all of them told us to keep trying. But i was sick of trying.
I was sick of ending up in tears. It made me go in a depression. Eventually i got out of my depression.
But living with the fear of never having a child feared us. We wanted one badly but it didn't work at all.
"Let's go to the doctor once again i guess" jungkook whispered caressing my hair. I sigh and nodded.
"I'm sorry angel" he whispered again. I looked up as he gave me a sad smile.
"Don't be. We well through it" i kissed him softly as we stayed in bed cuddled up.
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"So mr and mrs jeon. I'm listening" the doctor entered and sat down.
"Well, over 3 years now we have been trying to get a child. But I started having miscarriages and later on I can't seem to be able to get pregnant anymore"
"Have you been to a doctor before earlier?" He asked and wrote something down.
"Lots of times actually" jungkook spoke "they all told us to keep trying. But we're losing hope."
"I understand. Well we see this a lot actually" the doctor nodded and sigh "i wanna do some test. Would you allow me?" He asked as we nodded.
He handed jungkook a small cup and grabbed some paper.
"It can be the cause from the semen too. Or it's because of your womb. If you sir could fill up the cup please then i would like to get you through the scanner." We nodded as jungkook left to the toilet in his office as i followed.
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After waiting 3 hours the doctor got back to us and sat down.
"So" he started of and looked up from the papers in his hands. "You both have struggles" he started off.
"Point one, the semen are to slow" as we nodded "and after your miscarriages it seemed like your ovaries can no longer produce eggs."
We sigh and nodded. A tear slowly rolling down as we finally got faced with what actually the issue was.
"I'm sorry" the doctor spoke seeing him a bit worried.
"It's okay thank you. We just really hoped on a child" i slightly smiled. "Thank you so much to help huh. And giving us answers"
"I'm glad to help. If something ever happens call me. I'll be here to help you out" he shook our hands as we left.
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Sitting in the car i broke down. As realisation about us jot being able to have kids anymore kicked in.
And so on some months passed again. Until we stood in from of a monastery. Seeing lots of children playing as a woman walked towards us.
"Good afternoon." She smiled "can i help"
"We would like to get some information about the adoption here"
"Sure, let's go to my office" we nodded and followed her. Smiling at the children. "Take a seat" she spoke after as we sat down
"So, me and my husband aren't able to get any children. So we took a decision to adopt someone. And let them grow up with us"
"I'm sorry to here that." She smiled with a warm comforting smile "I'm glad you wanna give our children here a home" she added after.
"There is lots of paper work to do. We allow you to come over some times and look with who you get around the best. And after a long process we can end off with the final paperwork and let you close off the adoption" she shortly explained as we listened.
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{ jk POV }
5 months of process has been going on. Playing around with this one particular girl we laughed around while jin-a was talking with someone about the adoption.
Laying on the grass the girl named Areum(4) laid onto me. After tickling her she cuddled up to me.
Rubbing her back slowly i placed a kiss on her head. Making her giggle and me smile.
"Kookie?" She spoke as she gave me a nickname
"Yes angel" i spoke
"Can i come home with you" she mumbled.
"I'll try my best to come back to you and give you a nice home angel. But I can't just take you" I whispered
"Why not?"
"I'll explain it to you when you're older okay" she nodded and smiled up at me. Smiling back at her jin-a called me over.
"I'll come back in a second mhm" she nodded as i got up "what's wrong beautiful?" I asked her
"We adopted areum" she whispered as i stared at her. Tears filling my eyes. Pulling her close she hugged me. "We can get her next week. Let's keep it a surprise to her"
"Sure" i nodded and kissed her. Turning to the woman who helped us through the process. "Thank you so much" i bowed to her
"With pleasure. We will keep it a surprise to her mhm. Then we will see you next week" she smiled
"Thank you" we smiled as we walked to areum. She cane to hug as we smiled.
"Princess, we gotta go now." Jin-a removed the hair from her face.
"Already?" She whispered "i wanna come with you" smiling softly i tickled her making her giggle and after she hugged me.
"We will come visit you next Saturday mhm. Then we can play again. I promise" i kissed he head.
"Okay" she nodded and kissed our cheeks. "Bye bye" she waved slightly as we soon left.
Both excited to come get her to go home with us.
