{WARNING: this imagine contains matured content. If not comfortable then skip this part.}
{ your POV }
Frowning at the text i quietly got up and left to jungkook his room after some time. Making sure the rest was asleep
When i entered jungkook his room i saw him sitting on his bed, clearly drunk.
"Kook? You okay" i walked over to him after locking the door. He smiled at me with closed eyes as i stood between his legs
"You're so sexy jin-a" he mumbled out, i chuckled and stared at him
"What did you need me for handsome, you should sleep." I pushed his hair away out of his face. Only for it to bounce back into place
"Jk junior wants some attention" he mumbled against my tummy and after giggled at his own words making me laugh.
"Yah little toddler, how much did you drink"
"I still remember your name, so not that much" he glanced up. "Give me a kiss" he whispered after
"Kook, the guys" i sigh
"Just a kiss. I won't do anything you don't want me to precious" he spoke out more serious now.
Slowly leaning down i pressed my lips to his. Giving a soft long kiss.
But that simple kiss did end up so simple. As i straddled his lap, pulling each other close into a deep passionate kiss.
He turned us over, having his strong body onto mine. Tilting my head back he kissed down my neck
"Jin-a" he breathed out "are you sure about this"
"I am kook, let me help you" i breathed out
"Please suck me off angel" he gulped while looking at me. Suddenly getting shy. I smiled and turned us over. His legs hanging of the bed i crawled back to the floor.
Unbuckling his belt i slowly freed his so called jk junior. My warm hand wrapping around him he lets put a deep sigh and sat up.
Leaning back onto his hands he stared down at me. His brows frowning together.
"Let's make this fast kook because I'm really tired" i spoke softly as he nodded.
Right after not wasting much time my head suck down onto his length. A low moan leaving his throat.
"God damn" he whispered. Looking up while sucking him off, his chest was raising and falling back down. His eyes fell closed while his head rolled back.
Wrapping one hand around the base, i stroked it while sucking onto his sensitive tip.
"Fuck angel, just like that" he whispered and gathered my hair together. Helping my bobbing my head.
Suddenly he stood up and looked down. Slightly nodding, allowing him to do whatever he wanted.
His hips started moving while he fucking my throat. Slightly choking i grabbed his thighs.
His strong big hands having a form grip onto my head.
And so on it didn't last long until a soft long moan left his mouth, while a bittersweet taste filled my mouth.
He pulled away and sat down again, while i swallowed what he gave me.
Seeing he was tired i helped him undressed to his boxers and tugged him in.
"Goodnight kook, sweet dreams" i kissed his head and went back to my own room.
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Weeks of pleasing each other passed. The guys where slowly getting suspicious about us.
But both of us acted like nothing was going on. Slowly i was also getting tired of it.
Going back and forth to each other's room to just fuck and leave again. And always sneaking around.
It was scary, stressful and tiring.
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Currently i was in my bedroom, watching some tv show as jungkook suddenly entered
"Kook I really don't-"
"I'm not here for that angel" he sighs and sat onto my bed. I frown i sat straight up.
"What's wrong then?" I asked
"Our friendship is not going the way I actually want it to...i have a feeling that every time you see me you think i want to fuck you"
"Do you blame me kook?" I whispered as he shook his head
"No, i don't. And i feel guilty for it honestly. I really didn't want you to think that way. Because I really want the best for you" he whispered while fiddling with his fingers.
"It's just getting really stressful and tiring kook. I'm mot sure if i want to keep this going." I mumbled seeing him slowly nodding
"I'm sorry kook, but we should stop this" seeing him gulp he nodded and smiled at me
"It's fine really. Just know that I don't want you hurt and want to have the best for you." He spoke "now continue watching your show. If you ever need to talk you know where to find me" as he left.
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{ jk POV }
I sigh while sitting onto my bed, cursing at myself. I honestly was about to ask her on a date. But I didn't had any confidence
How the fuck do you tell your best friend, who turned out to be your fuck buddy, that you like her?
Well I don't know. Because at the same time you wanna tell the world the love you have.
But the other side you're scared. Scared to get even more hurt.
And so was i. Afraid to tell her and show her how I actually feel about her.
