Lookism Gun x Reader: How The Mighty Fall In Love

I'll Kill You

We followed him into a private room and slid into the bench seats.

Jordan sat at the end and I sat next to him. Gun sat next to me, followed by Goo, DG and then Crystal who was in front of Jojo.

I glared at Crystal as she blushed, staring at Jordan who was speaking to DG.

BITCH!

DON'T EVEN THINK OF TAKING MY BEST FRIEND! FUCK OFF!

"YN, what kind of pancakes do you want?" Gun asked and put the menu in front of me.

Ohhh!

"They have fluffy pancakes!" I whisper in awe.

"Do you want those?"

"Hmm... I think I'll get them. Do you want my raspberries? I don't like them."

"Okay." He nodded.

I turned to glare at Crystal but Gun put an arm around me, pulling me towards him so that my head was against his shoulder.

He bent down and put his lips near my ear.

"Calm down and stop glaring at Crystal. Don't let her ruin your breakfast." He muttered, his breath ticking my face.

I felt my cheeks heat up and I glanced at her. He's right, I can let her go for one day....right?

I peeked over at Jordan and he was glancing at me from the corner of his eye. He wiggled his eyebrow at me and I glared, silently telling him to shut up.

I looked over at everyone else  and was shocked to see they were all looking at Gun and I.

Crystal looked a bit surprised, DG stayed neutral, yet I could see he was a bit ticked off and Goo was glaring.

I sunk further into Gun nervously. Jordan slipped his leg under mine and put his foot against mine comfortingly.

"Gun, switch seats with me." Goo sat up straight.

"No." Gun replied.

"Yes."

"No."

"Do it."

"Fuck off."

"You fuck off and trade seats with me."

I watched them argue for a while before getting lost in thought.

I wonder...he said he wasn't into DG or Goo, so who is it? Who does he like?

My eyes widened and I glared at the wall.

Of course!

They aren't gay!

DG and Gun are fighting over Crystal! They both like Crystal but they keep getting into each other's way! AGH! FIRST I LOSE MY LIFE TO HER, NOW I LOSE MY CRUSH TOO?! WOULD SHE LIKE ME TO HAND OVER MY HEART AS WELL?! WHAT ELSE DOES SHE WANT FROM ME?!

"Are you okay?" Gun asked and I was brought out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?"

"You're doing the thing again."

"What thing?"

"Where you're thinking of something that excites you somehow and you squeeze me."

"Sorry, I'm just tired." I let go of him and leaned against Jordan.

There's no point in stressing. What am I going to do about Gun liking Crystal? I can't force him to stop and choose me. I'm never anyone's first choice...

But fucking damn it, I'm tired of her taking everything that's mine and people choosing her over me. I'm tired of her getting everything I want.

Does she know everything was taken from me and given to her?

Do you know what your dad did? Do you know what he did to me? Do you know what he took from me? Do you know that I lost everything for your happiness. My brother, my childhood, my happiness, my family.

Everything.

I don't have anything because of you. You may not know it, but I do. I can't fight you for Gun and Goo because they're already yours, but I won't let you take Jordan too.

Not Jordan.

He's all I have.

Your father took my family so I had to build a new one, and I will never let you take this one from me.

I'm going to ruin your life and you're going to think there's nothing worse then what you're going through, but that's not going to be anywhere close to what I felt.

What I still feel.

You just want to take what's mine.

No.

I won't let you. I'll kill myself before I let that happen.

I'll kill you before I let that happen.

Do you know what Goo's last words to me were?

"I'll be right back."

He didn't come back.

I can't forgive that.

I won't forgive that.

I'll kill you.

I swear I will.

But not yet.

I can't kill you yet.

I need you alive.

If you die, I lose an important part of my plan to kill your father.

I won't let that happen.

I won't ever let that happen.

I'll kill you.

I'm going to kill you.