Realization

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I poked at my lunch, a hand holding up my head as I sat in front of Zoe.

They were all busy with Daniel, but I had other things on my mind.

Who could my competition be?

Gun said that his crush had school today and that her friends hate him. He also said he was dropping her off and was picking her up.

Is it Sofia?

No, it's pretty obvious that it's not her.

I wonder what school she goes to.

It's probably still Crystal like I originally thought.

But he didn't drop her off with us...maybe he didn't want poor wittle Crystal to suffer with me in the car.

Aww...

Bitch!

"Are you okay?" Mira asked quietly.

I glanced at her as she clicked her food container shut and put it away.

Goo made me lunch, but I can't seem to eat it.

"I'm fine, just still a bit tired from the trip."

"You look upset."

I watched Mary yeet a can of soda at some boy that pissed her off and she started yelling at him.

Damn babe, go off I guess.

"I'm okay."

"Did something happen with you and the fifi?" Zack asked. 

"Hm? Oh, no. We're fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. We're totally fine." I sighed and budged a brussel sprout around the small container.

"If you wanna talk about it, we're all ears."

"Thanks." I smiled.

"FUCK OFF YOU LITTLE DICK BITCH! I BET YOU'RE GROWING CHEESE UNDER YOUR BALLS YOU MUSKY BITCH! Anyways, YN, are you really engaged to him?"

"I have a ring." I laughed.

"But are you two engaged?"

"What's that's supposed to mean? I have a ring, don't I?"

Technically, I'm not lying to them. All I'm doing is telling them that I have a ring.

I sighed again.




I miss Gun.

I spent two weeks with him, the only time we'd be apart was when we needed some alone time, as all humans need, or when I ran off somewhere.

Besides, class is boring.

I closed my eyes and rested my head on my hand, gripping my hair.

Smile and distract...how do I do that?

I need to win him over, and quick! But how? The only smile and distract I know is smile and rub up on them.

Some of my targets I didn't have to seduce of course...but he's not my target.

It's not like I'm trying to get railed by him....

Immediately...

But I wouldn't exactly complain if that happened either...

"Hey, have you guys heard Bird's Eye newly released song?!" I heard someone in another table ask their friends.

Hmm? When did they release a new album? I didn't know about this.

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