Lookism Gun x Reader: How The Mighty Fall In Love

We're All Villains

(Sorry I'm late y'all, some creepy guy was following me and I completely forgot to update.💀💀💀)

I wish I could tell him.

Would he even believe me?

I have a feeling he sees me as to innocent to even think I'm capable of doing half the shit I did.

I do feel bad for keeping secrets from him.

And putting Gun before him, that was wrong of me to do.

Why am I just realizing this now? Although, everytime I hang out with him, I can't help but think about how everything went down hill after he left.

I thought it was a coincidence. My protection leaves and all the evil attacks me.

I was a dumbass to believe that. But then again, I had no reason to think otherwise. How was I to know?

"Do you remember their names? I don't."

"It's for the better that you don't."

"Do you remember them though?"

"Why do you want to talk about this now, YN? Just drop it."

"I don't want to drop it, I want to know. You never want to talk about it."

"Because why should we talk about the past? It's useless to us. We should just forget about them all."

"I don't want to forget. I want to remember. I want to know more about them."

"Why?"

I was silent for a moment then shrugged.

"The more you know about something, the less likely you'll become like them. If you know the warning signs, you know how to keep from being like them. I guess that's why. And is it so weird that I want to know more about them? We're like them, we're from them. Don't you want to know more?"

"I don't want to know anything of them. And you won't be like them. Stop drawing a line to people who treated you like shit. They never cared about y-" He stopped himself and I looked up at him.

"They never cared about me, you can say it. I know it already. Maybe if I get in contact with Richard-"

"No." Goo slammed his pencil down on the table and gave me a stern look. "I don't want you to ever contact any of them YN, not even Richard. If you meet them, ignore them and walk away."

"I'm not going to do that! I just want to know-"

"There's nothing you need to know, not from them, not of them. I never want you to even THINK of looking for them. Leave them in the past."

"Why are you freaking out so much over this?!" I sat up.

"Why are you obsessing over finding people that didn't and still don't give two shits about you? They don't care about you YN, why would they care now when they didn't care back then?!"

"People change!"

"They don't! They're heartless and selfish, they see you, they'll manipulate you and make you feel bad about yourself. They'll degrade you and make up things to fuck you over. They find out we have money, they'll guilt trip you to get everything they can. They're toxic and I'm not going to just let you reintroduce people into your life knowing it's not good for you."

"I can take care of myself, I'm not as easily hurt anymore."

"You're not as tough as you think you are, YN. You've always had a soft spot for family."

I glared at him but saw his eyes moved to the door.

I turned and looked over to see Gun glancing between us both.

How much did he hear?!