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Chapter 36 Supernatural

"I'm just tired" Y/n whispered walking through the corridor tired from all the hunts she had been doing alone for the past two months just to avoid John and Dean.

"Hey just stop! We know you Y/n!" John shouted loudly.

"Dad" Dean said his voice thick with tears.

"No Dean she needs to know...we know your not okay and you're putting yourself in danger just hoping and wishing you'll get killed!" John shouted Y/n turned and pushed John back away from her.

"Just shut up John!" Y/n shouted loudly but stopped feeling a slap to her face which sent her to the floor.

"You need to stop" John said harshly and walked past Y/n down the corridor.

"Come on" Dean whispered softly helping her up as blood trailed from her nose, a large red hand mark growing on her face.

"I'm alright" she whispered moving away from Dean she walked, continuing behind her Fathers friends.

John opened a motel door it scuffing across the floor board, he handed her the keys.

"Go clean up both of you" John said handing Dean his shot gun, he turned and walked away as Y/n walked in.

"How can you care so little about yourself?" Dean asked Y/n scoffed throwing her bag on one of the beds.

"Y/n come on...just go to Bobby's he can help" Dean said moving towards her.

"Dean if Bobby see's me...he'll kill John you know that" Y/n mumbled pulling out her clothes until a bottle of meds fell to the floor.

Dean quickly went for them picking them up he read the label.

"You're high? You're taking drugs!" Dean said loudly throwing them on the bed.

"Dean come on I get it you guys can do this shit sober but I can't, I had to kill a 5 year old last week!" Y/n said loudly pushing Dean back, but he gripped her wrists moving her against the wall so she couldn't fight back.

"You really think I do this sober sweetheart" Dean mumbled pulling up his sleeve and then turned and opened his bag pulling out alcohol as well as a syringe.

"Then what's the problem Dean?" Y/n whispered not wanting to look at him as pain hit her.

"No you look at me sweetheart you look at what John does, I get it alright he does this he chased Sammy to leave he made me into an addict a fucking drunk but you know what we're in this shit together" Dean whispered placing his hands on her cheeks holding her face using one of his thumbs to wipe away her tear.

"Don't get mad at me...don't you do that Dean"
Y/n whispered her voice breaking.

"You and me Y/n always gonna be you and Me..at least we'll go through this together our lives don't mean anything to that man, nothing we're his play toys but you have to stick with me sweetheart...I won't survive without you, Sam...Sammy's gone sweetheart I need you" Dean said tears falling down his face as he kissed her head, Y/n pulled him close gripping his jacket as they broke down.

"I killed myself last week Dean...the shapeshifter, I didn't blink an eye" she cried into his neck.

"I know...I know" Dean knew he had done it so many times.

"Don't leave me Dean...don't leave me" Y/n whimpered gripping his jacket tighter.

"Never sweetheart, you don't leave me alright...I won't make it without you sweetheart I won't make it" Dean whispered kissing her again and again.

"Come on" Dean mumbled softly pulling her towards the shower she quickly began stripping off kissing his bruised and beaten body him doing the same his soft lips moving down her body he lifted her up onto his hips and stepped into the shower leaning her against the wall the only thing bringing them comfort was each others skin the need the obsession keeping them from losing it.

Dean pulled at her hair hearing her moan the pain reminding her that she was alive.

"It's okay" Dean whispered against her collarbone nipping at her delicate skin needing to be closer.

"I know you want to die, we both do...but right now all I want...all I need is you" Dean mumbled against her lips feeling her head lull against his shoulder she moaned loudly feeling him move inside her again and again.

"Dean...I need you" she whispered the mental pain somewhat subsides as pleasure filled her body.

Dean gripped the back of her throat keeping her there he continued.

Hearing him groan and moan his voice rough but soothing as it filled the small bathroom until finally Y/n collapsed against him, Dean held her up still inside her kissing her shoulder, he slowly moved out of her helping her stand.

Y/n turned round moving under the water again Dean moved forward with her kissing her back he pushed her hair forward placing his hand on her stomach he kissed her neck again.

"You make me feel okay" she whispered pulling him close.

Dean nodded settling his chin on her head both of relaxed against eachother.

"He'll be back soon" Dean whispered softly feeling both of them tense up, she nodded.

"Come on" Y/n mumbled after cleaning up and finished washing her hair she walked out towel wrapped round her body she grabbed her clothes after putting the meds away after swallowing 3 of them, she walked back towards the bathroom and changed as Dean walked out fully dressed.

"It's gonna be okay Dean" Y/n whispered softly kissing his lips she raised his arm pushing up his sleeve.

"I love you" Dean's whispered watching her kiss the needle marks.

Y/n raised back up and kissed him gripping his collar, Dean placed his hands on her hips over the wet towel until he heard the impala roll up.

"Go on" Dean said softly she looked up at him her eyes hooded, Y/n nodded and kissed him again moving towards the bathroom, she changed as Dean hid the alcohol and metal tin moving his bag off the bed.

"Got food" John mumbled walking in.

"Showers free" Y/n mumbled not looking up at him.

John nodded and walked past her his bag in hand he shut and locked the door as Y/n moved towards the table sitting with Dean.

"You're a better man then he will ever be" Y/n whispered softly, Dean looked up at her and kissed her hand.

"I'll stay Dean, I'll stay for you" Y/n whispered Dean nodded a light smile on his lips meeting his green eyes giving her comfort they ate in silence.

Another week passed another week of abuse by John but it was all worth it to be with Dean.

Sorry it's a short one just had a rough day felt like this so here ya go enjoy.

Hope you guys are all alright and safe!

S xxx