Over You

Chapter 17

It's been a week, Jennie neglecting me since the day were Chaeyoung said I'm in love with my bestfriend, I didn't know where that came from or how Chaeyoung assume things just because of that photo. I just know after that, Jennie has been giving me a cold shoulder. I don't want to assume that she's jealous, because why should she be in the first place? I did try everything to console her even explaining myself, defended myself that it's just Rose mere assumption. Yes, I won't deny that my bestfriend is my first love but it was just long time ago and I already moveon she has a boyfriend now. I'm not that desperate to meddle in her relationship just because I love her. I respect my Bestfriend's relationship even though at first I wish It could be me, but what can I do? She really love the guy and she just see me as a bestfriend and that's enough for me to keep her, to keep our friendship. We haven't talked for awhile now and honestly before I leave Thailand we haven't saw each other. And I'm super mad at her but I did forgive her even she doesn't ask for forgiveness. I just did because she's still my bestfriend after all.

So go back to Jennie, I dont even know why I'm apologizing to her yet I did. I watch her practice every morning and every after class Yes I'm that desperate to explain myself over and over again. I ditch my own practice to try and try to explain myself from her.

I'm too early today even though she has no practice since it's exam days, I put the ice blended coffee that I brought in starbucks awhile ago before heading here in school, it's my morning routine, put coffee on her table, watch her practice even though there's lessthan one percent that she will talk to me again.

I'm little worried because I didn't study well last night, my mind still occupied of how to persuade Jennie to forgive me.

"you guys are really green minded, but anways I think Lisa is In love with someone else" Rose said with her beaming smile

"What!?" I exclaim out of shock

"Really!?" other girls are shock too

"spill the tea Chimpmunk" Jisoo said in her bug-eye expression.

Lisa that time didn't utter a word out of nervousness, she wants to cut Chaeyoung but her mouth is failing her. All ears was on Chaeyoung waiting for her to talk

"I'm not really sure, I'm not in the right place to te---"

Jennie cut Rose off looking at Lisa while smirking "I think Lisa wouldn't mind."

Lisa still no words to express out of nervousness especially Jennie was looking at her intently, she didn't notice that she was sweating bullets. She wipe her forehead of her free hand. Everyone looks at her for approval but she didn't say anything she dont know why but she was failing to utter a single word. so everyone assume that she approve that Rose can continue. Lisa heave a sigh and ready to defend herself when Rose spoke again.

With smiling and enthusiastic face " I think, Lisa is in love with her bestfriend" Rose said. Lisa's eyes widen out of flabbergasted, it didn't sink in to her what she'd heard from Rose. "It's just my mere assumption because that was the only photo frame I saw on her living room" Rose finished.

I was snapped out of my thought when the door opened and It threw Jennie, Rose and Jisoo out. They wave and smile to me except Jennie I smile back to them. I look at Jennie try to make eye contact on her and when our eyes met I smile to her immediately but she just rolled her eyes and walk to her sit. I stood up where I was seated to approach her but our teacher came in. I seat back and watch her over, she  didn't drink the coffee I brought instead she gave it to Rose who's now smiling widely. I heave a deep sigh as frustration runs in my veins.

"okay classs I will give you 10 more minutes before we start the exam" Ms. Lee announce. I Immediately scan my notes because I really didn't study well last night. I thug my hair with my both hands to concentrate but everything I do nothing really enters my mind.