Over You

Chapter 37

To: Mylove❤️

"Baby, Good morning! Please come home. It's Christmas tomorrow, I'll be waiting for you okay? I love you so much"

It's been days since Lisa and I had a fight. And after that day I never heard from her, I went to their house and to Duke's to look for her but she's nowhere to be found, I even asked her mom and dad but they know nothing, they are worried also because they haven't heard from Lisa. I thought "could her parents knew about our fight?".I've been calling her since then, but she's not responding even to my text messages. There's no one who I can't blame to but myself.

I'm still hoping, Lisa, will come home since most of her things are just in her room. I didn't have enough sleep for the past few days, thinking where she is now. I hope she's okay. Staring at my high ceiling in my room, I wonder what should I do today.

I stood up from my bed and fix myself before leaving. I watch myself in the mirror "Shoot! you look like a zombie"  my eyes are abysmal with dark color, and my eye bugs is like mount Fuji. I went to the kitchen still wearing my pajamas on.

"Good morning ma'am, you're breakfast is ready in the dining room" the maid greeted me as soon as she saw me.

"thank you, but I'm not hungry" I said.

"but you haven't eaten for days ma'am" she replied with a worried tone on her voice. I just smile at her and went back to my room.

I checked my phone if Lisa already responded to me, yet nothing. I heave a deep sigh as my eyes are become watery. I clench my jaw to stop myself from crying again, I can feel my throat are getting dry and a lump starting to form in it.

"I'm really sorry Lisa, I really didn't mean to hurt you" as I release those words, it's also the beginning of my tears flows down that I try to avoid.

I woke up from the relentless knocking my door. I slowly opened my eyes to adjust from the light from my room. I Immediately massage my head with my hands when I felt a stinging pain.

"can you f--stop knocking!" I almost curse when the knocking still continue. I leave my bed to open the door and I was surprise when the least person I expect the most is now standing in front of me. "what do you want?"

"good evening to you too, my sister" I was confuse when he greeted me, I checked the clock and my eyes widen when it stated it's 6:00 p.m. Shit! Did I slept that long. "are you okay? You look.....horrible"he whispered the last word, but I heard him clearly, I don't know if he intended to let me hear it or not, but I don't care anymore.

"Shut up, just answer my question why are you here?" I said as I rolled my eyes.

"The maids said, you haven't eaten your meals for days now"

"So" I irriratedly retort

"it's not good for you" He passed through me as he entered my room. What the hell. I didn't even invite him to come inside, yet he feels it's his.
"It's been a long time, since I enter your room, J" ow, it's been a long time since Jungkook called me J. He used to call me 'J' back then. he's my best buddy, bestfriend, protector, and my brother.

FLASHBACK

I was crying on the ground when a group of guys pushed me that make me stumble. I'm not that weak to fought back, but even though I will  fight myself, I still have no match with these fat boys that their shirt will be explode in any moment. As far as I know, the students here are elite but their clothes seem to be outdated and they have nothing to buy.

"your father is Greedy! He fired my dad!" the fat boy with a cap yelled.

"it's not like, It's my fault that your dad are not good enough" I fired back with my sob

"what did you say!" the fat boy grab my collar and he was about to punch me when someone interrupted. He pushed me again, and face the thin pupil.

"hey! What are you doing to her!" Jungkook furiously said as he run towards us. He helped me to stand first before he faced the bullies. "what did you do to her!" he said, while grabbing the fat boy's collar.

"who are you and why did you care! Her father is a -" the boy didn't finished when Jungkook punch him in the face that make the boy stumble. The other two fat boys was so shocked of what happened. So do I.

"try to mess with her again! And it's not just my fist will be launch at you! Get out!" Jungkook said while kicking the ground. But the bullies didn't listen to him, the fat boy stand from the ground and attack Jungkook that makes them fall, with Jungkook on the ground while the fat boy is on her stomach and start punching him.

I try to stop them when the other two bullies stand against my way. "STOP!!" I yelled while I cried my lungs out. The boy still continue to punch Jungkook. And luckily a guard whistle that the bully stop from violating. He stood up.

"you're lucky!" the fat boy said and they run away. I immediately went to Jungkook and kneeled down while I'm still crying

"Hey J, are you okay? Are you not hurt?" he asked. I should be the one to asked him, but despite of having a cut near his lips he still manage to looked if I was okay. I just nod. Then he stood from the ground as he kneeled down to match me. "Hey, stop crying. No one can hurt you as long as I am here. Okay?" he said as he patted my head. I am older than him but he's the one protecting me.

I was cut off in my thought when he clicked her fingers in front of me . "J, are you listening?"

"sorry what was that?"

"I said, mom and dad will spend Christmas with us" his voice is kinda serious like he's not happy that our parents will spend Christmas with us. Wait what? OUR PARENTS WILL SPEND CHRISTMAS WITH US!?

"REALLY!" I exclaim with excitement in my eyes. Finally! For a long time, we can spend Christmas as complete. But looking at Jungkook he doesn't seem happy. He just heave a sigh. "hey, is there something wrong?" I asked him with a worried tone in my voice.

"no, nothing"

"JK, what's bothering you? Are you not happy that mom and dad will be here?" I said, walking towards him. When I finally was in front of him I pat his shoulder "You know you can tell me anything, right?" he met my gaze.

"it's been a long time since, you know. And -"

"Jk, you belong with us, you belong in this family. If that what's bothering you, then don't bother with it anymore. We may have a different mother but for sure, Mom love you, claimed you, as hers, you may not came from of her womb but believe me she loves you." I sincerely said to him. He heave a sigh as he forcefully smiled.

"how about you? Do you love me?" he said awkwardly while he bow his head from embarrassment. A smile curve into my face when I saw him.

"Hey" I call him out. When he tilted hid head to met my eyes, I invited him "come here" and he oblige as we hug each other.

"I miss you J, and I'm sorry" he said

"Silly! but I miss you too. And I should be the one apologizing, so, I'm sorry" I retort.

"This is the best Christmas" His voice cracked as he utter those words which I patted his back immediately. "I love you, J, and I promise, I will protect you and I will do anything to make you happy" I broke from the hug, and I can see that he's already crying

"Hey, why are you crying?" I cupped his face to wiped the tears that's covering his face.

"Nothing, I just really missed you, you know. I don't care about mom, my mom, and dad, okay maybe I care for them. But I really care about you my princess, I know I'm younger than you but your the most precious thing to me J, and I am--"

"Shhhhhh, It's Christmas okay, we should be happy" I softly said

"And I am happy. But anyways, before  I can contaminate you with my dramatic ass. You go prepare yourself, our parents were already here, I'll go ahead. And thank you, J," he sincerely said and leave my room.

I smile from ear to ear as I remember my parents are here "after 6 years, Finally" I said to myself and  Immediately went to the bathroom to take a bath.