and as the earth burns to the ground...oh god its you.
LIYAHS POV
i woke up with a rising headache. i feel arms around me and i whip my head around to see a sleeping billie. i unfortunately remember everything that happened last night and it makes me nauseous. slide out from under billie and walk into the bathroom. i came in here to grab advil but soon im hunched over the toilet throwing up. i feel hands wrap my hair back and automatically know who it is.
"shh. let it out angel. you drink alot." billie says. i groan and stand up. im washing my mouth out and feel arms wrap around me. i shrug billie off and tell her to go downstairs. i do what i need to do and go downstairs dreading this convo.
i sit next to billie on the couch and she stares into my eyes. i notice shes fiddling with her fingers, something she does when shes nervous. i grab her hands and place them in my lap. "speak." i say sternly.
"im sorry. so so so sorry. ive been struggling with how i feel about you and i needed to get my mind off you. you make me so nervous and confused. ive truly never felt like this before. please liyah. one more chance. to prove and show you what i can really be for you. im sorry i brought you so much pain." she says in one breath. i sigh and take her pinky into mine. "until the world caves in." she giggles and loops her pinky around mine. "until the world caves in." i giggle and she crashes her lips onto mine. i melt into her touch and she slips her tounge into my mouth. "im sorry again." "whatever just kiss me billie." and she takes that opportunity to kiss me again. after making out for awhile we decided to make cookies. it was an impulsive idea i know but maggie sent over a vegan recipe and billie was getting hungry for something other than this wap. (😉AHAH)
TIME SKIPPPPP
"BILLIE I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD I WILL KILL MYSELF." i scream as billie holds the measuring cup full of flour over my head. shes using her left arm to hold my waist in place on the counter so i cant run free and her right hand is hovering above my head. she laughs and dumps it on my head. i immediately grab the bowl full of the bad dough we made and grabbed a nice handful. i massage it into her green roots as she stares at me with her resting bitch face or whatever she calls it.
not gonna lie it definitely intimidates me a little so i was taken aback , billie took this opportunity to abuse my vulnerability. she picked me up from my waist and slammed me on top of the counter, "ow you fucking bi-" i start to say until she put her hand over my mouth and i take this a sign to be quiet. she slides my t shirt up painfully slow and start leaving delicate kisses on my body. i close my eyes and whimper. i notice she stops and as soon as i was about to sit up and as what the problem was, she slammed both of her flour covered hands on to my stomach and ran away. i chased her up the stairs until i found her sitting on the edge of my bed.
her hair was stuck to her face, she was breathing heavy as hell and her face was a light shade of red. one half of my brain was saying break that dick bitch and the other half was saying be petty since she wants to dirty your house up. i listened to the other half and walk around billie, i grabbed a new shirt and a set of blue lace under garments. billie said something but i ignored her and went to my bathroom. i hopped in the steaming hot shower and enjoyed how hot the water was. i feel arms wrap around my waist and i know its billie. i pull her in front of me and start washing the cookie dough out her hair. i was still turned on and i know billie was too but surprisingly nothing happened.
time skip
🥵i take off my oven mitt and stand up from the oven , i pull my braids out of the messy bun i put them in as i feel eyes burn into the back of my skull. i look at billie whos sitting on the couch and smile turning back to the oven to set a timer. "well the cookies should be done in about 15 minutes baby." i say untying my apron. i get no response from billie so i turn around and see her standing right behind me. really fucking close. "15 minutes? that's enough time." before i could get a word out, im half naked on the couch with both of my wrists pinned above me. billies eyes were not their usual shade of safe blue. that blue screamed sympathy , empathy, and happiness.
this blue was almost black. they were the darkest ive ever seen her eyes. it turned me on and scared me. "you have no idea what you do to me aliyah. when you prounce around in short shirts with no pants-" she starts. she takes off my top leaving me in the matching underwear and bra "-how you match your underwear. for me right? desperate for me to fuck you. its obvious. you need to be put in your place. the attitude and back talk is done for, time to learn whos in control angel."
i gulp at her little speech. i feel so small and weak right now. extremely vulnerable. i cant even get a word out or straighten out my thoughts. the heat between my legs and the smirk on billies lips are enough the overwhelm me right now. in one quick motion im laying on my stomach and billie takes out a belt she oh so obviously stole from my closet. she ties my wrists and sits me up on the couch so my back hits the backing of it. she leans in for a kiss and as her lips hit mine she unclasps my bra. she then slides my underwear down my legs and shoves them in my mouth. im a bit upset since these were new and clean but the heat of the moment distracted me. i was now on full display for billie. completely nude. she propped me up so my legs were spread and i couldnt close them. billie stuck a finger in slowly and studied my face looking for and sign of discomfort. i, on the other hand experienced nothing but pure euphoria. she added another finger and my mouth hung open. she added another finger and my eyebrows knit together quickly. my legs started shaking and i could feel a knot in my stomach. she went faster noticing my distress. she slowed down and focused on her movements, soon she found my g-spot and immediately i tried to shut my legs. "found you." i hear her mumble. she rams her fingers into me hitting my spot every time. time stood still. "billie. im i-i-i- gonna c-cum" i somehow managed to squeak out through the underwear that was muffling my speech. as soon as i said that she took her fingers out and licked them clean. she removed the panties from my mouth and i started protesting how she stopped so soon. she quickly shoves them back in my mouth and i roll my eyes. i was gonna try to say something until she started assaulting my sensitive clit. soon enough i was shaking and felt the fire in my stomach . my plan was to not tell billie when i was gonna cum so she would let me instead of edging. she caught on immediately and stop licking me. i had hot tears running down my face from overstimulation. i couldn't feel my wrists and my legs ached when i tried to close them. billie reached behind me and untied the belt. she whipped my tears. "you look so pretty when you're ruined." she carefully laid me down keeping my legs spread. she quickly undressed and lined her vagina with mine. she aggressively started grinding into me. theres was no music. just the sound of skin and wetness... and the sound of the timer for the cookies. billie didnt stop. she actually sped up. she grabbed my face roughly and forced me to look at her. our loud moans breaking the sound barrier as billie throws her head back. my body is pulsating and we both reach our high quickly. billie was covered in me and i was covered in her. we look at each and smile. billie slowly hops up as i lay there stunned. 🥵
i tried to stand up but i was just to sensitive to move. billie brought me a robe and a plate full of half burnt cookies. i turned around and laid on billies lap. "i love you." billie says. we say i love you alot as friends but i could tell she meant it in a deeper way this time. i guess i was quiet for a while because billie looked down at me with so much hope and desperation. "i love you" i said back with a shit eating grin. i took the time to reallyyyy look at billie. she has a nice sex glow to her and her hair was tied into a neat ponytail. she really is beautiful, and im glad we really are making progress.
