thought then my head be feeling clearer

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i tried to keep myself busy. i ran around in circles think i'd make myself dizzy. i slept it away. i sexed it away....

LIAYHS POV

"BY WHO??" billies voice booms through the house causing me to jump.
this whole situation is stressing me tf out because what if that wasnt assault? who else has he done this too? is it because im black? im confused and hurt and billie screaming through my house isn't helping. i curl into a ball on my couch and just cry more. "hey hey im sorry. im so sorry. whats his name?"
i scoff and say "james treded" i look up at her seeing her eyes wide and her face red. "billie you good?" i say..

BILLIES POV
of course it was fucking treded.
flash back to a few months ago

"helloo im billie, are you james?"
"hi honey! yes im james lets get started."
we walk to this little couch and sit down. he started with basic questions and then it got weird. he would ask how bra shopping was since my boobs are big or whatever or how good my ex was in bed? he pretended to grab something from off the side table so he could rub against my boob. finneas stormed in,grabbed my arm and yelled "we're leaving." we filed a complaint and i think he was incarcerated for a few weeks. i thought he got fired, apparently not.
"billie you good?" i look up and the doll infront of me. no. "yes mama im good. im gonna make a few calls real quick and run you a bath. she was about to protest but i already ran to her bathroom. it was big. i look down next to the handle to turn the bathtub on and there was a small pink vibrator.. i turn the bath on letting the water heat and then called finn and my mangers in a groupchat, still holdimg back laughter as i glanced at the not so hidden sex toy in front of me. i turned around facing away from the bath tub as i hear liyah make her way up the stairs.
as the phone was ringing i noticed in the corner of my eye liyah sneaking in, grabbing the vibrator and darting. i giggled.
frank and finn pick up but micheal said he was busy. i told them what happened and screamed at frank for lying about him being fired. finn said he was sorry and frank said he would handle it.

i look through her cabinets and find a bath bomb and some bath salts..idk which she would prefer so i use both. i tell her to come and get in. she walks in the room with the silk robe i saw her in before. i told her i would be right back and went downstairs. i grab a wine glass and fill it with box wine, then i hook my phone up to the speakers as cranes in the sky starts playing. i make my way upstairs and hear her singing. "i tried to run it away, thought then my head be feeling clearer. i traveled 70 states, thought moving around make me feel better. i tried to let go my lover thought if i was alone then maybe i could recover. drive it away. ill cry it away." she sung it so beautifully even after crying for 4 whole hours. i knock and ask to come in.. since she said yes i assume she still had the robe on. i was wrong.

LIYAHS POV
billie walks in holding wine and automatically turns red when she sees me. ive already gotten in the bathtub so im very much naked. she looked at me once again and covered her eyes. "bitch its just some tittys grow up." i say through laughs. some how her face gets even redder. she hands me the glass and runs out closing the door causing me to erupt in laughter. i yelled saying she could go home and got no response.

i got out the bath after 45 minutes reminding myself to go and thank her. i walk to my room naked and just throw on and lace bra and biker shorts. i make my way downstairs on my phone to get some water and hear a loud gasp. i look up and whip my head to look at the couch as billie whips her head away trying not to look at me. "comeee onnnn im not even fully naked. plus i thought you left."
" i couldn't leave you" she says still facing the opposite direction. i like eye contact so this isnt gonna work.  " look at me " i say and she doesn't. i slowly walk up to her and stand infront of her. when standing shes taller but shes sitting now so im beating her by like 2 inches. i put my finger under her chin and turn her head to look at me. "eye contact love." i whisper. she looks me up and down and says "put some fucking clothes on and go to sleep so we can unpack tomorrow.." with a red hue to her cheeks. i giggle and walk away swaying my hips a bit to be annoying. thats all i remember before sleep took over again.

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