put the honey in the pot. put a nigga in his place, she just wanna take my spot.
LIYAHS POV
its been weeks since me and billie talked. everynight she would come home with danielle drunk and dysfunctional. at first it hurt sooo bad, but eventually i got back into my bad bitch habits. if there's anything i learned its that we do NOT cry over girls. me and nasia have gotten closer and she's completely cut off diaplo or whatever his name was. mani and maddie are still strong asf. austin is being a hoe still per usual. i was gonna get drunk by myself but nasia told me an old friend of hers was having a chill session at his house. mani and austin wanted to come so we all decided to get ready at my house and head there together. im dressed in a black lace bra with a white suit thing on top and ripped jeans. nasia has a red crop top on and a white skirt, mani was wearing a white oversized hoodie and black knee high boots while austin wore a white playboy hoodie and a red skirt. "its twinemmmm" mani says already drunk and we laugh. here we go.
BILLIES POV
"pleaseee baby, i wanna go!" dani whines
i still haven't broke things off since i actually enjoy her company.
"fine." i say. dani has been tryna drag me to this boys house and since hes having a get together with old friends she really wants me to come. we get dressed. "damn shorty you look SOOOOO good." i say looking at her. she was wearing a blue strapless top and white sweatpants. i was wearing a white hoodie and black shorts. we get in the car and i glance at manis driveway to see no car. i sigh and drive off.
here we go.
LIYAHS POV
"girl ur gonna die!" austin yells and he tries to grab the cup out my hand.
"FUCK OFFFF." i say giggling as i run away. we were all in the basement and i was the drunkest one in this bitch. i was sitting next to nasia and austin while mani uses the bathroom upstairs. i hear the basement door open and look up expecting to see mani but instead it was billie and her red haired puupy with her. i look at nasia then back at billie to see shes staring right at me as danielle hugs the guy who invited us. billie smirks and walks over to danielle kissing her. danielle looks at me and smirks.
i look at nasis and stiffle a laugh. "better than ME?" i say and nasia giggles.
billie and danielle sit on the sofa right across from me and nas and austin. i mentally grown as billie chokes danielle while kissing. "your old hoe keeps staring" danielle says an billie giggles
"whos a hoe? liyah or the girl who actually hops around?" mani says coming through the door and billies face goes pale. "its okay baby. you're still better than her." billie says with a fake smile. here we gooooo
i stand up fully letting the alcohol control my actions. "better than me? none of your bitches were better than me. i know what you want and i know what you need. but you keep on thinking these hoes better than me." i slur. billie goes impossibly paler. dani pushes her ass into billies crotch and eyes me mouthing "you lose." i laugh and step closer to them "i can do that too bitch. i dont have to push my ass into her for her to get all hot and bothered. i dont have to be half dressed. i dont need to shove my tongue down her throat-" i turn to billie "remember when i kissed you upside down like in that movie?" i giggle when she blushes at the memory.
i start to walk out obviously with the help of mani. austin and nasia are laughing about what just happened as we walk to the car. austin didnt drink so hes the driver. he drops me off at home and takes the girls home too. i stumble into the house and immediately feel regret coming up. i rush to the bathroom and throw up everything i ate and drank today. you overreacted. yall never even dated fr. cry baby. whore. i downed water to keep my head quiet. i went to the couch and curled up crying. idol came and rested his head on my back while dahlia and kisses sat infront of me with their heads to the side. i hear a knock on the door. i groan and stumble to the door. i open it and tears start falling as i see the familiar blue eyes infront of me. i cant do this right now. i fall into her arms.
BILLIES POV
i broke up with dani since i realized she wasnt what i wanted. i sped over to liyahs house. i have to fix this. i really do.
i knock on the door and before i can get a word out a half sober liyah falls into my arms. i slowly hug back still a bit caught off guard. i pull her into the house and hold her until she stops crying. i tilt her head upwards so she has to look at me. "i cant keep being strong b-b-billie. it hurts. you hurt to-to much. why a-are you s-s-so mean to me." she says through sobs. i sigh and carry her to the bedroom and lay her down wrapping my arm around her waist and pulling her impossibly close to me. "i hate you." she whispers. "i know baby. we'll talk about it in the morning." i say back and just like that. sleep.
AN
okay this was extremely rushed so sorry😭. yall like the book so far? you can comment and talk to me if you want! i hope they work. i love you all and hope you're enjoying this. okay bye
