your face is all that i see. give me everything, baby love me lights out.
billies pov
okay maybe we should've did drinks wayyyy later. i just had to pull liyah to the bathroom because she spilled vodka all over her top causing it to get wet..she the proceeded to try and strip in the middle of the bar. i start taking off my hoodie and as soon as i pull it over my head liyah squeezes my boobs. "tryna fuck meeeeeee in the bathwoooom?" liyah slurs out, her already dark eyes turning impossibly darker. "no love, take your shirt off and put this on for me." i say extending the hoodie out. "yes daddyyyyy" she says with a giggle. let me tell you how we got into this situation.
originally we were supposed to go for drinks before we left for ohio but i was so caught up in liyah tryna fuck me in my car and i completely forgot. i ended up finding this lowkey bar and let liyah drink as much as whatever she wants. i know it will enhance her experiences on the rides. she might throw up but hey..fun is fun. she also didnt seem to have a problem with it. it started with simple shots of light liquor until it turned into 5 shots of vodka and a lime. i was barely drinking since its not really my thing but liyah was off the charts.
i had one of my body guards drive my car and our bags to our hotel and we ubered here to the bar, so don't worry about me driving. anyways, now we are in the bathroom and im trying to force a hoodie onto my girl but she wont seem to budge. i left to go get some water so she would chill a bit and when i came back she was sat on top of a stall door pushing it back and forth so it swung.
eventually i got her. she made me turn around while she put the hoodie on for whatever resson and i forced a water bottle down her throat. i called an uber and as we waited outside i noticed liyah calmed down a bit. she was still slurring her speech and stepping on her own feet but she wasnt too under the influence.
"billieee, wheres all the lovely peopllleeees?" she says staring into the empty park. "i had to rent it out my love...you know... because im billie eilish amd you're aliyah twigs?" i say holding back a laugh as she remembers how famous we are. "we're gonna be lonelyy" "WHOS GONNA BE LONELY? NOT YOU BITCH." mani's loud voice booms from behind us and liyah turns around running to her best friend. i had called a bunch of our friends when i realized how empty this big ass park would be.
me, liyah , austin , mani, madison , and nasia were all getting situated into the park. we then split into groups. me and liyah, mani and madison, and naisa and austin.
everyone went off to do their own thing and i noticed liyah was a lot more sober now....which led to her ordering more drinks. all by herself tho! i didnt suggest it i swear. i was a bit worried because she was drinking alot more than usual. i pointed to the biggest roller coaster here, liyah studies it for a second before she drags me towards it.
TIMESKIP
okay sooooo liyah might've convinced me to also drink a little bit. which then led to us convincing everyone else to drink so now we're all a bunch of drunk bozo's running through an empty amusement park. ive never felt as free as i did now. ive also never felt as in love. shes all i could see. literally. all the rides and little shops seem to be a blur when i was looking at her. could be the alcohol.. or i could be pussy whipped....nah. never that.
we got here around 3 and its around 8 now. i wanted her to stay for a while until it gets dark so she could experience what i really brought her here for.... lets get this started
*start song now! enjoyyyy ;)*
no ones pov
this was going to be a surprise to everyone. that includes billie, she didn't really ACTUALLY think she was going to be doing this...but nope here she is. tipsy and fiddling with a piece of paper that had words scribbled on it. liyah was getting a piggy back ride to the middle of the park from nasia and quickly hops off when she sees billie. the lights on all the rides shut off so it was almost completely dark but it was still a bit of light in the sky. maybe a nice dark blue was the best way to describe it. billie ushered for liyah to get over towards her before they turned the lights out. they greet each other with a quick kiss until billie pulled back to force liyah to to watch the sky as stars danced. liyah could only stare at the side of billies face and wonder if billies heart was dancing in her chest like liyahs was. billie's heart was dancing too. wayy faster than aliyahs. all they both felt was pure joy and euphoria, and love. lots of love. baby kiss me. before they turn the lights out.
billie was scared. hell she was terrified. everytime she would get close enough to liyah to disect her brain to try and understand her, something would come between them. this was the one time absolutely nothing stood in billies way. no fans, no paps, no ex boyfriend's with split dyed hair. no distractions. soon beautiful gold fire works blossomed into the sky and liyah was starstruck. maybe it was the alcohol or the tension in the moment but everything seemed so dreadfully slow. until it happened. billie turned the smaller girl to face her. your face is all that i see. billies skin had that glow it usually did when she was happy. aliyahs eyes had that sparkle that finally decided to show itself after this long and stressful day.
it was a moment of silence until billie spoke up. "you are..so beautiful. like it hurts." she said with a cheeky smile. liyah could even bring up words. she was so in love that it caught her off guard. it scared her how easily she melted into billies hands no matter where she was being touched. "you know i love you right? ill never ever hurt you again." billie said with fake confidence. she couldn't assure liyah that she could give her everything she wanted but she could definitely try. billie was definitely stalling and liyah could tell. she nods and looks up at the pale girl letting her know she knew words were being held back.
"liyah can i ask you something?" billie said. she was off script. honestly she hasnt said a word she wrote on the script she made months ago for this exact moment. the words seemed to just flow and billie panicked for a second but decided to just go with it. liyah was under the influence, heavily. her mind was clouded but it seemed as if everytime billie spoke her worries would melt. "yes, love?" she says back turning her full attention to the blue eyes she knows oh so well.
"do you wanna be my girlfriend?" billie said lowly. stay on script billie. you fucked up your own script. liyah's smile just grew impossibly bigger as billies anxiety shot through the roof. "billie." liyah said turning to face the sky again. billies mood dropped as soon as she didnt hear a yes or a no. she thought she was about to get rejected. "yes angel?"
boom
gold
boom
more gold
boom
this ones pink
boom
they make white fireworks?
boom
gold again...
"of course ill be your girlfriend." liyah replied as she gave the cheesiest smile she could.
your face is all that i see. ill give you everything. baby love me lights out.
AN
hey bitches i updated 😩. im sorry if this chapter seems slow i just had to stretch it out like a mf essay so yall could get through the song. anyways suprise! billie finally properly asked. as she should. i love you! be safe!
