guys🥺🥺 last chapter ahhh omg. anyways ill say more at the end of this chapter. enjoy!
i am not your girl anymore. you need to watch your tone. dont worry about who it is im fucking, or who ive been loving just know that it is not YOU.
timeskipppp about two months after the breakup. aliyah's got an album dropping soon😏
liyahs pov
my debut album is dropping soon. i only had an ep and a few hit songs out so this is very exciting. its called lemonade and yes its about billie cheating. (AN album is lemonade by beyonce) i put my soul into this album, i dont care about fame at this point or people liking it. i just want it to be something everyone could relate to. everyone could relate to at least one song.
you might be thinking "how the fuck this bitch scrap up an album sooo fastt" well! ive been writing and working non stop since the breakup. i worked with alot of people, finneas secretly helped on some of the songs since he loves me. so with all this profession and time around me i was able to make a 13 song album. my management was somehow able to get in contact with bigger artists to help lemonade boost more. kendrick lamar was scary as hell to work with but our song came out the best actually.
i decided to release 'pick up your feelings' as a single, along with 'dont hurt yourself' and so far they are doing AMAZING. streams on top of streams. my life is going better than expected. i was definitely wayy too dependent on billie. i started getting into crystals and stuff. once i learned what rose quartz actually is, i stopped wearing it. mostly because i was scared to attract someone romantically.
billie's album is dropping on march 29th, mine is dropping february 28th. i only remember when billie drops because she said she wanted to do it on her mom's birthday. february 28th is also my moms birthday.
its february 26th now.
i remember every year on my moms birthday, i would write a song about how much i loved her and would sing it to her. my mom truly was my best friend. she fell ill and i was devastated. i have the songs written in my notebook but i havent looked at them since my mothers passing.
dropping this album is gonna be like a tribute to her since i havent been able to sing for her lately.
billie is indeed still with danielle. i see them in billies big window having pillow fights. doing shit we used to do. touching places we used to touch. i wonder if billie gets deja vu when shes with danielle. from all the articles i see and all the instagram posts, they are literally doing the exact same shit me and billie did. just goes to show im the best shes ever had i guess. joking. not really though.
anyway. just wanted to catch you up a bit on what's being going on these past few months.
im currently scrolling through a catalog of houses. i have 3 saved that i wanna look at whenever i have the time to. they are actually extremely expensive so lets just hope this album does better than just good.
ive honestly been thinking about moving for a while now. living across the street from your ex is not fun at all. its horrible actually. ive already packed up the majority of my stuff. if i couldn't find a good house soon, i would stay with mani for a little until i could figure out where im gonna live permanently. im looking to buy a house.
any normal, stable, happy person would go stay with their parents until they could get a house for themselves BUT im still cut off from my dad and dayla.
